Change Is Hard

…but change is certain.

Went for a walk

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The smell of leaves, simultaneously dry and damp, takes me back to my walks to grade school almost fifty years ago.

Robins pull dry fruit from the crab apple trees.

Children are playing across the street in the school yard.  Girl in Pink, obviously the leader of all Girls in Pink points finger at girl in Not Pink:  “We won’t play with you if you keep doing that!

House wrens swarm up from goldenrod seeds along the bank of a rain swollen creek.

The sky toward the city is glowing as if the sun is setting in mid afternoon.

The clouds ahead are low, gray and in waves, as if the ocean has turned upside down and frozen solid.

The sidewalk at my turning point beckons for me to continue on, but there is too much to do back in my beige cubicle so I turn around.

Past the playground again.  The girl in Not Pink is sitting near the teachers.  The whistle blows and all the children run toward the school.

A worn out orange basketball sits on the sidewalk just ahead of me.  I lob it back over the fence into the playground.

Back past the woods where lots of golds and reds are still glowing deep in the protected interior.

Something runs along the leave covered floor beneath the trees sounding larger than it actually is.

A runner dressed in purple approaches from behind, flat footed feet slapping the sidewalk.

Ears are cold.

I climb up the three flights of stairs to my beige cubicle.

Sweating.

Author: dawnkinster

I'm a long time banker having worked in banks since the age of 17. I took a break when I turned 50 and went back to school. I graduated right when the economy took a turn for the worst and after a year of library work found myself unemployed. I was lucky that my previous bank employer wanted me back. So here I am again, a long time banker. Change is hard.

9 thoughts on “Went for a walk

  1. I felt like I was there and I did not even have to “glow.”

    Sound like a lovely walk.

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  2. What a great break from your cubicle!

    I try to cut across the quad as oftenas I can before it gets too cold. That 30 seconds outside always seems to recharge me.

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  3. I feel like I need one now!

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  4. I have the same reaction to the smell of leaves – instantly transported back to childhood. It is a neat feeling for a moment. Glad you got out for a break!

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  5. You gave us many colorful pictures of your walk, Dawn, reminding us of how much words alone can do.

    The Girl in Not Pink continues to haunt me….

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  6. There is so much to see when we open our eyes. Thank you for sharing.

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  7. What a wonderfully descriptive narrative.
    I could’ve been the girl in Not Pink all those years ago.. she will find her way.

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  8. No photos, and yet the post is full of color! Nice work.

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