Change Is Hard

…but change is certain.

Wordy Wordless Wednesday

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I was collecting seeds from my zinnias this week, cutting spent heads, tossing them into a paper bag to dry. Slowly processing the loss of summer. Preparing for our long winter.

And then a bit of light, there at my feet, caught my eye.

The nasturium leaves, round and beautiful on their own even before the orange and yellow blossoms peek out, were glowing in the last of the day’s sun.

I stood still and thought how much I wanted to hold onto this moment, this bit of sunlight, these bright colors. How I wanted time to slow down even as, for me, it’s moving faster and faster.

I stood there watching the light on the leaves and blossoms for a few moments and then I did what every photographer does. I ran to the house for a camera.

And that’s why I take so many photographs. It’s to slow time, to help remember the thoughts and feelings of a specific moment. So that later on, when winter is getting old and we haven’t seen the sun in days, I can look at this image and remember the heat on my shoulders and the warmth in my soul.

Author: dawnkinster

I'm a long time banker having worked in banks since the age of 17. I took a break when I turned 50 and went back to school. I graduated right when the economy took a turn for the worst and after a year of library work found myself unemployed. I was lucky that my previous bank employer wanted me back. So here I am again, a long time banker. Change is hard.

22 thoughts on “Wordy Wordless Wednesday

  1. That is one of the best parts of photography–looking back and reliving the images. Especially this one in the winter.

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    • Sometimes I follow random leads at the bottom of my blog. It will list 3 other ‘related’ posts and I click one and read that, and then I click one at the bottom of that post and keep going down the rabbit hole. I enjoy seeing the images and reading about whatever was going on back then. Rarely I’ll just go into my images files and see wat’s there. In both cases, the blog posts and the images I’m usually surprised.

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  2. Beautiful photo and thoughts. ❤️

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  3. Revisiting memories – enjoying special times along with the everyday times whenever we choose. Photos are the scrapbooks of our lives.

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  4. Oh, ditto, Dawn! Trying to capture those magical moments, lost in the bliss of nature’s perfection. 🙂

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  5. A photo like this evokes all sorts of wonderful memories, doesn’t it? I think maybe we who “enjoy” long winters are more inclined to preserve the essence of warm summer days however we can — and for as long as we can!

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  6. Such a nice photo, and beautiful sentiment, Dawn. Yes. The sensory memories spring to life whenever you look at photos taken with that intention. Lovely.

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  7. Very true and yes, that sunlight on the still-vibrant flowers as we near November does just that. I have some more photos of butterflies taken back in September on a warm still-Summer day when the flowers were filled with bees and butterflies and I was happily clicking away. It’s worth a pause to reflect on the beauty. I’ve not even looked at the photos yet, but will roll them out on a cold and snowy Winter day.

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    • I remember there was a fall, back in the mid 80s when it was warm and my folks were coming up from AL for Thanksgiving. I was hoping my flowers would still be pretty when they got up here, but of course we had a big frost the week before. It was too much to expect flowers at the end of November!

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      • Once those annuals get zapped by the frost, they are sorry looking. My neighbor’s red-and-white impatiens still look great and fill up the entire front garden. Do you remember a few years ago we had a small snowfall a few days after Halloween? My neighbor left the carved pumpkins out for the squirrels and they were covered in snow, red Maple leaves on the ground had snow on them and looked gorgeous, peeking out from under the snow. I took pics in the morning and by noon the snow was all gone.

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  8. Your last paragraph sums up my exact feelings ❤

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  9. Oh yes. Exactly. Excellent.

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  10. Love this! Sometimes, in the middle of winter, I try and imagine those days of being outside without wearing five layers of insulation, but I find it so hard to do.

    Maybe looking at summer photos will help drum up that feeling for me this winter. I will try!

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  11. I love those moments. And your thoughts about wishing to really take in a moment in time and keep it as long as possible. I’ve been preparing my apartment for the coming winter – winterizing my windows with various cold air blocking techniques. I was washing the drapes I hang in the kitchen, and they needed to line dry. I don’t have a clothes line, but I took them outside in the sun and wind yesterday – blustery leftovers from Hurricane Melissa – and I was grateful for the warm enough air and sun to do that, knowing days like that are limited in the remainder of this year.

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