Change Is Hard

…but change is certain.


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A challenge accepted

Frozen frost walk Jan 17 2009 016 I woke expecting to write about a wonderful concert I attended last night in Ann Arbor.  And I  still plan to write that blog.  But the combination of another blogger’s challenge to take a walk with a camera and find those beautiful things generally overlooked along with this morning’s beautiful frozen fog made me eager to head outside.  So this morning instead of walking my four miles at the mall, I walked “around the block” here at home, a hilly four miles through woods and wetlands with endless possibilities for creative photography.

You can read about the challenge and enjoy my blogger friend’s walks in the Upper Peninsula here:  http://upwoods.wordpress.com/

As it turns out the challenge for me was to limit myself to showing you only six photos.  She challenged us to take a walk around the block; I did and ended up with 120 photos!  I’m trying my best to show you a little bit of everything in the following six.   (I cheated somewhat by not counting the initial picture of tree along the side of the road that someone had decorated with a few red ornaments and a red star.  Out in the middle of nowhere.)

The fog froze in tiny jagged shards of ice that clings along every twig and weed.  I was wishing that I had a SRL digital camera so that I could show you how fascinating it was.  But my little point and shoot did a pretty good job.  I didn’t take my reading glasses along, so I had no idea what I had actually captured until I downloaded at home.

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It was tempting to focus on the minutia everywhere, to see all the tiny artwork that had been sculpted overnight.  But the bigger picture was beautiful as well.

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Sometimes I thought that I should have been doing black and white photos.  But there were subtle colors everywhere.

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Still, some of the most interesting sights were those small places that told a story.  Like this pile of broken nut shells at the base of a tree.  Some squirrel has cleaned house!

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And the sad art in the trunk of a dead ash tree, the paths of the ash borer that killed most of the ash trees in our state.

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And finally on my way back through town a little bit of civilization; the woodshed in someone’s backyard.  Complete with piles of wood inside.

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I have so many other interesting photos, but I accept the challenge of showing you just six.  I wish I could also share with you the sounds and smells along the way.   The scent of a skunk nearby, the woodsmoke from the chimneys of the homes I passed.  The sounds of a cardinal high in a tree, the chickadee chirping nearby, crows flying high calling to each other.  And the church bells, ringing as I came down from the high hills to walk across the wetlands just at the edge of town.

It was a wonderful walk, and I thank my UP blogger friend for challenging me to get outside and walk.  Such a gift.

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Getting dressed

I started laughing this morning as Katie and I were getting ready to go outside to do her business.  All she had to do was get the leash clicked on her collar.  I, on the other hand, put on boots, my husband’s double heavy work coat, ear muffs, heavy gloves, pulled the hood up and considered whether or not I needed a scarf.

She waited somewhat patiently, staring intently at the closed door.  Finally I was ready for our 5 minute trek into the 7 degree morning and we ventured out.

She did her job in a minute or two and turned to come back inside, where I unclicked her leash and she dashed off.  I, meanwhile, shed the boots, earmuffs, gloves, heavy jacket and sighed.  She was already on the bed where she wasn’t supposed to be.

OFF!

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Snow play

Late in the afternoon yesterday Katie and I went outside to play Frisbee in the snow.  Man what a fun time that was!  Here’s what the back yard looked like before we started to play:

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She can hardly wait to get going.  Can you see her little pink tongue sticking out in anticipation?

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And then she was off! Running and catching and bringing it right back so I could throw it for her again!

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Sometimes she’d pick up the Frisbee and dump a whole load of fluffy snow into her face.  Didn’t slow her down though!

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We had the best time!  Even when a noise distracted her she mostly stayed close and always came right back when I put on my school voice and demanded her to do a recall.   Even after she realized I hadn’t brought any treats with me.  I think next time I’ll take treats out and let her know I have them just to be sure since we don’t have a fenced back yard and I’m always a bit nervous.  Anyway, this is what the yard looked like after we finished playing.

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She and I had a really good time.  Now she’s dozing in my reading chair, letting the Christmas tree lights mesmerize her as she daydreams about flying through the air and making that perfect catch.

Silly but very special girl.

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Inertia begats sluggism

Trees 1407 While lying awake late at night I often plan tomorrow’s day.  Think about all the things I want to get done.  Things that will be good for me, maybe good for Katie the dog too.  It’s going to be a busy day tomorrow, oh yea, lots of stuff to do!  Things that have needed to get done for a long time, possibly for years.  And since I’m not working I have all sorts of time to get these pesky tasks done.  Right?  Sounds good in the warm darkness, under the blanket, with sleep seeping around the edges of my consciousness.

But in the morning, with it’s chilly air,  cold floors and empty fridge it’s just a bit more difficult than I had projected to get moving and actually accomplish anything.  At all.  I haven’t been out of the house since a couple of days before Christmas.  Laundry piles up.  The dishwasher is clean but full.  Dresser drawers needing to be sorted remain untouched.  The news cycle runs over and over on the television…planes being threatened, storms across the country.  I think I might need a nap.

I never took a physics class but I believe that inertia creates more inertia and it’s harder and harder to move once you sit down.  Unemployment is a lot like sitting down and I think today, even in the face of another snowstorm, I need to unstick myself and move out into the world.  Cause a little snow never used to hold me back.  And those of you reading this from “up north” would laugh at the small amount of snow that is currently thwarting all my plans of dogs and parks and walking in the woods!

So…onward!  Let’s venture out!  In the spirit of my northern friends…it’s time to get off the sofa, turn the TV off and find something interesting to do.  Might organize the dresser drawers too…but probably not until tomorrow.

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Don't push me

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We often hear that time moves faster as we get older.  And that seems to be true; as a kid I had endless summers and it took forever for my birthday  to come along.  Now that I’m older the summer is over before I get the garden weeded and I have to do a quick calculation to figure out how old I am.  But I’m beginning to wonder if it’s my own sense of time passing…or the marketing executives pushing time past me.

Yesterday I was at the grocery store.  As I wandered the aisles there was a festive feeling hovering around the edges of my consciousness.  It took me a few minutes to realize that the aisles were full of holiday displays.  Gone were the Halloween candy packages, replaced by red boxes full of holiday napkins, plates and cups.  There were displays of stuffing mix, cans of cranberry and pumpkin stacked on the ends of the aisles.  The meat department was piled high with turkey and ham.  Could this be?  Is it already the holiday season?  We’ve barely ventured into November.   Later at home I saw my first official Christmas advertisement on TV.   Crayola has some new and inventive way for kids to draw.  As the day wore on more and more holiday commercials aired.

No wonder time goes faster as we age.  We’re bombarded from all sides by proof that it’s already the end of next month.  Well I’m not going to be pushed.  I’m going to enjoy this month before I start to worry about December.

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Snow white

When I woke up this morning we had perhaps 5  inches of snow on the ground. This is what it looked like first thing before the sun came up.

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This was out the back door, with an outdoor spotlight lighting up the poor bent birch tree, sinking low beneath the heavy wet snow.  The front didn’t look much better:

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This was my poor pot of pansies:

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The snow has melted off the pansies now, and they are just fine.  Sigh.

I don’t know how long this snow is going to stick around.  The weather report doesn’t sound like it’s going to warm up for awhile.  So we’ll have to wait and see if the sun will ever come out again and melt all this white stuff.  I am trying to appreciate it for its beauty…but I’m pretty much over the prettiness of snow by this time of the year.  We’ve had so much of it all winter it seems like it’s time for us to catch a break.

I’m hoping this is really the end of winter.  Really.

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But you never know.

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Not spring here yet

So I’m reading about temps in the 80’s, looking at pictures of flowers in bloom, thinking maybe I saw migrating birds back for the summer, really believing that spring is here.   Relaxing my guard so to speak. Yesterday it was cold and windy, but Katie still wanted to spend some time outside in her kennel where she could keep watch on her road.

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But today?  Well, see for yourself:

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We are no longer going to predict spring here.  Every year we are fooled into thinking winter is over, and then winter slaps us up the side of the head again.  So we are going to stay inside and PLAY!

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Hope you have warmer weather!

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Nothing whatsoever to talk about

It’s been a quiet week in Lake Woebegone…wait…that’s another story. But it HAS been quiet here. No real storms, nothing exciting at work, no dog school. Not a darn thing to amuse you with. Or me for that matter.

Do you remember as a kid when you got bored and you told your Mom there was “nothing to doooooo!”? Well, that’s what I’m feeling like. Not that I don’t have a ton of stuff I could be doing. Like writing a letter for the Truck Safety Coalition, finishing the sweater for my sister, cleaning out closets, cleaning the BASEMENT for heavens sake! But I don’t WANT to do any of those things. So I am wandering listlessly about, munching on things I don’t need to be munching on, and apparently waiting for something exciting to happen. Like spring.

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