Change Is Hard

…but change is certain.


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Let it snow!

Katie is having the best time playing in the snow.  Even though it is now almost as high as her shoulders…katie-10762

and her Dad has to make her a path so that she can get her jobs done.

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But mostly she loves to run and jump in the deep snow of the back yard…

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especially under the pine trees.

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When she comes back inside she looks like this:

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But now that she’s cleaned up she says “HAPPY HOLIDAYS! to all of you!”  We hope you have a safe and wonderful holiday with those you love.

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Blizzard!

Last night I worked until 12:30 a.m. at the bookstore.  Today I was supposed to work 12-5 p.m. at the library and 6-12:30 a.m at the bookstore again.  The good news is that working those long hours yesterday wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be.  The bad news is that I was still exhausted by the time I got home around 1 a.m.  By that time we  were under a major storm warning, and it started to snow about 4 this morning.  By 9 a.m. we had 5 or 6 inches on the ground.  I’d take Katie out and within a half hour or so you couldn’t even see that we had been outside.  I called the library and asked how the roads were out in the real world, as we live on back country roads and I hadn’t even seen a car go by this morning.  They said the major roads were passable if you went slow, and the library was open, so just before 11 a.m. I left for what is usually a 30 minute commute, hoping to get there by the start of my noon shift.  Right.

None of the back roads were plowed and I slowly followed someone’s tracks, the snow scraping the under carriage of the car.  Up and down hills I crept, driving in the middle of the road, hoping to get to the top of each hill.  When someone was coming the other way I’d edge toward the side of the road, but if it was a 4 wheel truck I figured they were on their own to get past me.  Once out to a main road I was relieved, but only for a moment.  The freeway entrance ramp was completely drifted over, so I couldn’t get on to head north.  And now I was going the wrong way to take other back roads.  There was nowhere to turn around as nothing was plowed.  I edged my way over to Holly, about 10 miles west of me, crept through town and headed “around the block” back out to the freeway on a different road.  By the time I actually got onto the freeway, one exit north of where I had initially tried, I had spent 40 minutes and had progressed about 8 miles north toward my goal.  I called the office and left a message on my boss’s voice mail that I was on my way but would be late.

The freeway was passable, but very scary.  You couldn’t see the lanes, and cars were everywhere, including in the ditch.  Big semi’s were going pretty slow, but it was too frightening to pass them.  Eventually I got to Flint.  It was already close to noon.  I called the office again and spoke to a secretary and told her I was probably 1/2 an hour away still.  She said OK.  Eventually I crept up the exit ramp, only two miles from work.  My cell rang, it was my husband.  The library had called to tell him that they were closing and I didn’t have to come into work.  I can’t print here the words that I said.  But you can imagine.

I made my way across the freeway bridge and crept down the on ramp and headed south.  The weather got worse, there were times of almost white-out when the wind was blowing the snow so hard.  I couldn’t see any lanes, but I knew I was near the shoulder because my tires would periodically pick up the rumble strip and hum.  I was at the back of maybe 3 or 4 pickup trucks and SUVs, all moving very slowly, maybe 15-20 miles per hour.  That was fine by me.  We were sort of all over the road, each following the other’s tire tracks.  And then, out of the snow behind me I see in my rear view mirror a white semi truck barreling down the road.  I thought surely he’ll slow down when he sees us.  But he didn’t.  He moved into the left land, sort of, and we were, sort of, in the right lane.  I moved over further, into heavy snow and slowed down, he barely made it past me, the guy in the pickup truck in front of me just moved a few inches to the right and out of the way, and the truck in front of him did the same, then the SUV at the head of our caravan.  They all barely missed being clipped by the big rig as it flew by us and then disappeared into the blowing white snow ahead of us.  I thought to myself, “he’s going to kill someone.”  Then a big Lexus SUV flew by me too.  “Idiots” I thought.   About 2 miles down the road our little caravan crawled past the white bigrig, jacknifed in the ditch.  Oh well.  At least he didn’t roll it, hit anyone, or cause anyone else to go off the road.  Idiot.  A mile or so further, the big Lexus was spun out into the ditch too.  I have no sympathy for either of them, though I’m glad no one got hurt.

All told it was a pretty horrible drive I made for no apparent reason.  When I finally got home I called the bookstore and asked if they were busy, they said no, and that it was OK if I didn’t want to come in.  I didn’t want to, so I spent the afternoon playing with Katie in the snow.  She loves the snow!  Tomorrow I will take the 4 Wheel Drive truck into the bookstore where I work most of the day.  I’m sure we’ll be busy.

I’m grateful I made it safe and sound home. I measured the snow in our driveway when I got home and we had 10 inches, and it was still snowing.  Don’t know what we ended up with, maybe a bit over that.  I have to say someone was looking out for me several times during the trip.  I was concerned that I wouldn’t make it up the exit ramp here at home, but about a mile from the exit a county snow plow appeared, and I followed him.  He took the ramp, and I followed him all the way to the top.  Too bad he went the other way at the top and I had to get my car through his plow leavings.  But it all ended well.

Ah…life in the midwest in December.


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Extra, extra, read all about it!

I listened with a combination of sadness and excitement when the Detroit Free Press announced this week that it would stop home delivery of newspapers in the manner we have been accustomed to for the past 100 years.  Well.  I haven’t been accustomed to home delivery for 100 years, but you know what I mean.  Beginning in January they will only be delivering a paper newspaper (and to so many people what other kind of newspaper is there?) to our doors on Thursday, Friday and Sunday.  The rest of the week customers will be receiving their subscriptions through email delivery, where a PDF format of the newspaper will arrive for $12.00 a month.  This is a real example of so many things that we discussed while I was in graduate school getting my Masters in Information.  And here it is in real time, real life, happening so much faster than I imagined.  Remember when we were kids and they told us someday in the distant future there would be cars that would drive in the air, above the congestion of the freeways?  Well this feels, to me a librarian, like that.  Only it’s now.  And right here, not out in California, always a technology leader, or in New York City, it’s happening right here in the Midwest.

I’m not sure how I feel about it.  Suddenly I am nostalgic for the feel of newsprint.  And I wonder how libraries in the area are going to respond.  Will they send someone out to a newsstand to buy a paper newspaper on the days it’s not delivered?  Or will they subscribe and have a computer monitor available for our regulars that read the paper every day.  And will those regulars revolt?  And what about people that have been getting their newspapers for decades and don’t have a computer?  In these economic times (because face it, it’s the economy that is forcing this issue to happen now rather than later) is the Detroit Free Press turning it’s back on those customers who aren’t technologically astute?  Mostly older folks, or folks from economic disadvantaged families may find their access to the news limited.  Is this fair?  Or right?  Hard to say.  The newspaper will still be available in printed form, just not home delivered.

On the other hand, how exciting is this?  We discussed in classes that this period in the world history, particularly the United States’ history, will be considered a time similar to the Industrial Revolution because we are going through so many significant changes.  We don’t always recognize when something changes in life altering ways.  Each individual change may not seem significant, but we are living through so many of these changes.  Someday, maybe in 100 years, people will marvel at these days, and remark how the world shifted at the turn of the century.   And perhaps they will laugh at how antiquated we were, reading from newsprint, waiting for the news to show up in our driveways every morning.

But for now I wonder about that older person who has received the newspaper every day for the past sixty or seventy years.  The people who depend on that newspaper to connect them to the world.  I hope they can stay connected, and not just through the television pontiffs.  Reading a newspaper allows for individual thought and independent opinion making.  I hope the Detroit Free Press doesn’t leave a whole segment of our population behind as the rest of us move into the future.


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No Christmas cards this year

It’s not that I’m not getting into the Christmas spirit, though I have to say it’s coming on awfully slow this year.  It’s just that the sending of Christmas cards is so expensive, both in labor and actual cost.  So this year I decided early on not to send cards.  Postage being what it is, me working two jobs, and being worried about our budget, it just seemed sensible to forego the expense this year.  So as I am receiving Christmas cards I experience a (tiny) pang of guilt.  There are some people to whom I may send letters after the New Year; maybe a few of Dad and Mom’s friends who wonder how we are all doing, and a few of my own friends, but I’m not making any promises.  Because really, a card with a signature isn’t that engaging.  A letter written specifically to the person has so much more meaning.  So if I can’t do it right, I’m not going to do it at all.  What do you think?


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Katie's birthday

Today is Katie’s 2nd birthday.  Of course she’s asking for cake and presents.  So I gave her one of her toys and played fetch for awhile.  So far she seems satisfied.  Right now she’s out in her kennel enjoying watching oak leaves fly by in the heavy winds.  She also tried to catch a mouse, but it got away! 🙂  I guess that would have been the ultimate two year old birthday present!  Happy birthday Katie girl!


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Library funny

Yesterday afternoon I was working at the library.  Though you wouldn’t think it takes a masters degree to do it, a large part of my job seems to be checking dvds in and out.  Families come in and each member brings back the maximum, six, dvds and checks out another six.  All the dvd cases lock, so as they get checked back in the cases get locked, and as they get checked out the cases get unlocked.  I was having all sorts of trouble with the unlocking equipment at the station I was working yesterday.  Torward the end of the shift a little boy, maybe 6 or 7 watched me struggle to unlock his dvds.  As I finally got them all open he said “You’re not very good at that are you?”  I laughed and said no I wasn’t very good at it.  Then as he watched me scan them all onto his library card he added “But you’re very good at that!”

Kids.  They make you smile.


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Holidays at a retail store

Last night I worked at the bookstore from 5 p.m. until 12:30 a.m.  How to describe it?  Well, let’s just say that there was a full moon shining and there were many frustrated, tired, angry and confused people shopping. Seven hours of standing behind a cash register, smiling and asking if gift receipts are needed, is way too many.  Though sometimes cute things happened.  Like the mother who had children’s books hidden under her coat and who distracted the kids as she slid them silently to me to scan.  I recognized them as Christmas gifts, scanned them and quietly double bagged them so the kids didn’t see.  Or the ten year old who returned a book she had received as a gift and got a gift card in return, and who spent HOURS searching for just the perfect book to spend her new found wealth on.  She bought a book as a Christmas gift for her brother rather than one for herself.  Her gap-toothed grin said it all.  But mostly there were frazzled grownups with stacks of stuff who had waited in one long line too many that day and were ready to take it out on someone.  And the poor cashier is someone, isn’t she?

When I got home around 1 in the morning Katie was frantic for play.  But my feet hurt, my head hurt, even my hair hurt, so we went to bed.  This morning she and I are playing for a bit, before I head out to my other job.  At the library today we are doing crafts with about 30 5-7 year old kids.  And tomorrow I work at the bookstore again until 12:30 in the morning.  I can barely stand all this holiday cheer!


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6 Things I like, by Katie the sheltie

We were tagged by 4 Dog Craziness, thanks!

Six things I like, by Katie

1.  Sleeping on a huge pile of pillows.  The more pillows the better; after all I’m a PRINCESS!

2.  Playing fetch with my little tennis ball…or my froggie..or my frisbee…or just about anything!

3.  Eating. .. just about anything I can find.  Especially freshly cooked chicken during school!

4.  Barking at all the scary people, cars, birds, cats, other dogs, deer, horses or anything else out there on MY road!

5.  Going for car rides.  Anywhere except the vet.  Well.  Maybe the vet is OK, if I get treats.

6.  Getting my picture taken, so everyone can see how BEAUTIFUL I am!


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Living with a crazy princess

So Katie has become even more crazy.  She has started to ask to go outside constantly, last night in the driving rain turned to sleet over and over again out we went.  Each time I was thinking that her incessent whining and barking at me must mean she has to go out “RIGHT THIS VERY MINUTE AND CAN’T HOLD IT A SECOND LONGER!”  But when we get out there (I don’t have a fenced yard so we have to go out together) we end up wandering around the yard sniffing stuff.  She seems especially interested in the #2 deposits of previous trips.  So I am constantly saying “NO!” and pulling her away.  This is new behavior for her, and it’s wearing on me.  This morning after being outside in the freezing cold four times in a couple of hours, with no apparent reason I left her with my husband for the day and went shopping!  When I got home he said “She’s crazy!”  We can’t decide if it’s a reaction to me being gone a lot, to having less practice time, and thus less treats, or just less fun, so she’s bored.

The good news is that to my surprise she was pretty good tonight in week 7 of advanced dog obedience.  She even stayed down when I left the room during one exercise.  So I guess any fairy tale about a princess that ends on a happy note is a good story.  Right?  Now I have to go.  She wants to go out.  Again.