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Sunshine and shadows

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Trees 1492We woke to sunshine today!  It’s amazing how a little sun can change an attitude almost instantly!

Every time we’d had bits of sun since the last couple of snowfalls I’ve been fascinated by the shadows of trees on the flat white snow.  I’d be out with Katie, waiting for her to do her thing and the sun would pop out.  I’d notice the beautiful crisp blue gray shadows and think that I’d like to try to paint them.  I’d hope she’d hurry up so I could go get the camera and capture the image for later.  Inevitably the sun would slide back behind a cloud by the time we made it to the house.

I have a photo from last winter that I’ve been meaning to paint…or try to paint…with water color.  I can see it in my mind…but water colors are so free spirited, you just never know what they will decide to do.  So I’ve been sort of stuck; afraid that I can’t make it work the way I want it to I haven’t tried.

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Then another blogger suggested we each try to draw something, even though few of us are artists.  She suggested that we try something that was outside our comfort zone.  And I had a box of oil pastels that another person had given me years ago, and a small sketch book with white sheets of paper just waiting.    So I tried.

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I wasn’t that pleased with the result.  Yet it wasn’t terrible either.  A quick slash of colors across the white paper, more thought about the shadow.  After all, this composition is supposed to be about the shadow.  But then I was stuck again.

Until another blogger mentioned that she was reading “Trust the Process” by Shaun McNiff.  He talks about just getting on with it, letting yourself make mistakes, moving from one art form to another, try something new…all good advice.  So today with the sun shining brightly I was out with my camera, capturing those illusive shadows, making an image that I will play with later once the sun goes down.  Trying to convey the transparency combined with sharpness of shadows lying low across my snow covered lawn.

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We’ll see.  I’m trying to trust the process.

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Author: dawnkinster

I'm a long time banker having worked in banks since the age of 17. I took a break when I turned 50 and went back to school. I graduated right when the economy took a turn for the worst and after a year of library work found myself unemployed. I was lucky that my previous bank employer wanted me back. So here I am again, a long time banker. Change is hard.

6 thoughts on “Sunshine and shadows

  1. I like the drawing! Periodically I get out my books on how to draw and my colored pencils (nice ones) or pastels or whatever and try. They don’t come out as nice as yours, and never what I had in mind. Hmmm, I have an idea for art I can put in my blog–actually it’s been sitting on the table right over there for months waiting for the right moment. Maybe this is it.

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  2. Good for you…stepping out of your safety zone and trying something new!

    I love how you saw beauty in the trees’ shadows. I think your photos are artwork.

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  3. Now you’re just plain rubbing my nose in it! 😉

    “I wasn’t that pleased with the result.” Jeez…I would be thrilled beyond words with a result like that. Of course, I have no artistic talents of any variety whatsoever, so maybe I’m just easily impressed. Good thing I have technical skills, or I’d be a waste of oxygen!

    Seriously, I continue to be impressed with your skills with photography and words, and now with drawing. Keep it up, Dawn!

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  4. I love the clouds in the first photo. Your drawing looks good to me. I cant draw at all. Good for you. Diana

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  5. Wow! That is so cool that you have such an artistic side. The middle of my older brothers is the artistic one in our family. He can draw, paint, speak foreign languages, play musical instruments, etc. I on the other hand, can do a few of those things, to a very limited degree and only with lots and lots of practice. I would love to have just a little of your talent! 🙂

    P.S. I totally agree that just seeing a little hint of sunshine sure does brighten my mood!

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  6. I think it’s a great drawing! Can’t wait to see what you do next!

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