Change Is Hard

…but change is certain.

Fall begins the music

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A sure sign that we have moved beyond summer has nothing to do with leaves changing, or cooler evenings or even threats of frost.  The most emphatic sign for me is when the community band starts rehearsing again.

This week I went to my first rehearsal.  I haven’t played all summer.   That’s a bad thing.  I could use the excuse that I had my instrument in the shop getting a tune up.  And I did.  But I didn’t take it in until sometime in late July.  So I have no excuse for not playing in June and July.

Tuesday night as we ran through what seemed like endless sheets of music I knew I was out of shape.  I was hot and tired and more than that was often dizzy from blowing inefficiently into the mouthpiece of my instrument.  Not a good combination.  I won’t even comment on the missed accidentals, fingering mistakes, the times I was lost.  The multitude of times I looked up at the clock, hoping for an end to my misery.

The good news is that I was not alone in that misery.  The bad news is that I was not alone.  We sounded pretty terrible.  But we have a few weeks before the Halloween concert, and my stand-mate and I have made a pact to practice at least four times this week.

Wait.  It’s already Thursday night and I haven’t practiced.  How many nights are there between now and Tuesday?  I need to stay focused and make sure I get that practice in.

Because I don’t want to spend another Tuesday night sweating and trying not to fall over.  No one else wants that either.

Author: dawnkinster

I'm a long time banker having worked in banks since the age of 17. I took a break when I turned 50 and went back to school. I graduated right when the economy took a turn for the worst and after a year of library work found myself unemployed. I was lucky that my previous bank employer wanted me back. So here I am again, a long time banker. Change is hard.

7 thoughts on “Fall begins the music

  1. I know exactly how you feel!

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  2. I almost gave away my flute this year, since I haven’t played it in 30 years except for the occasional few minutes here and there when I pick it up and realize how bad I’ve gotten and quit again in disgust. I’d love to be able to play again as well as I did in college, but practicing never was much fun for me. So I sympathize, and I’m also delighted that you keep at it, even if you miss (ahem) a practice or two here and there.

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  3. LOL. You just brought back an old high school memory. I forgot that the first week of school meant tolerating some really bad music in band first period. But, being in band was such a great way to start our days. Let me ease into my day.

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  4. Let’s see, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday nights… you can do it! 🙂

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  5. Or two practices each weekend day. Take your instrument to the park with Katie and practice there. Discipline is required in too many parts of our lives. We could rebel!

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  6. Cole music teacher Mr. Hoppe always said, Starting is the hardest part. Cole no longer plays the cello but still quotes Mr. Hoppe.

    Good luck.

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  7. Mommy helps her oldest niece practice the trombone for school. Mommy knows how you feel about being lost in the music!!! Unfortunately, Mommy’s bad habit of waiting until the night before rehearsal to start practicing the music is rubbing off on her niece. Good luck with your pact to practice more often.

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