Change Is Hard

…but change is certain.

It’s been 4 years

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Penny here. Mom says I can write this post because she’s feeling kind of emotional and she figures I can be more objective because I never met Katie-girl. Though I talk to her all the time.

Katie at her park spring 2015

Mom says today is the fourth anniversary of Katie crossing the bridge. She says she will remember every second of that day forever. I, being the kind and empathetic dog that I am, let her sit in her feelings as much as she wants, but especially today.

Penny at Katie’s park spring 2026

I don’t remind her that she has me to help her get through the day. I just sit on her feet and nap, waiting for her to come around.

Take your time, mom. I’ll be right here.

She was reflective earlier this week too, when she took me for a long walk at one of Katie’s favorite places, Holly Recreation. We walked on the trail that Katie used to explore. Mom moved slowly and seemed to be off in some other place a lot of the time.

She says she was remembering other walks in other times.

Who’s prettier, mom? Me or this wild geranium?

Me? I just went with the flow. Any time I can be out in the woods with my mom is a good time if you ask me. Even if she is thinking about some other sheltie.

Time sure does fly.

Mom and I, we had a real good time bonding over Katie memories while wandering on Katie’s trail. I know it’s not about me all the time. But it is about me a lot of the time! I am very good at reminding mom that I came along, sent by Katie, to help mend a hole in her and daddy’s hearts.

Bet I can make you smile, mom!

I’d like to think, without sounding boastful, that I do a pretty good job of it.

I jumped over this log 4 times before mom even got her phone out to take a picture.

So today mom and daddy will think about their Katie-girl and I will thoughtfully try to be a good girl and let them. Tomorrow all bets are off on the being a good girl thing.

Cause tomorrow it’s all about me!

You’re gonna have to carry me over this one, mom!

Author: dawnkinster

I'm a long time banker having worked in banks since the age of 17. I took a break when I turned 50 and went back to school. I graduated right when the economy took a turn for the worst and after a year of library work found myself unemployed. I was lucky that my previous bank employer wanted me back. So here I am again, a long time banker. Change is hard.

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