Change Is Hard

…but change is certain.


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Today's northern adventure

This morning I headed down the Lake Michigan coast to Frankfort.  Along the way I passed orchards and farms, rolling hills and beautiful lakes.  I saw lots of things that would make good photos, but I only stopped to take pictures of a few of them.

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There were lots of beautiful farms.

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Frankfort is south of the Sleeping Bear Dunes, big beautiful white sand dunes that we used to visit when we were children.  Though I didn’t stop there, I did stop at Point Betsie, one of my parents’ favorite places.  It’s where they camped on their honeymoon, and where they revisited on their fiftieth wedding anniversary.  It’s where my favorite picture of my mother was taken by my dad.  It’s a place I can almost feel them.

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It’s tucked away into the dunes.

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Pulling into the small parking area I noticed an older woman sitting on a bench watching the waves.  She reminded me of my mother.  A lot.  Do you see her?

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Once I got to Frankfort I parked at the beach.  What a beautiful day!

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There were high school kids playing in the water.  I remember when I was that age and swam in our lake on my birthday (in April) each year, just to prove I could.  I’m older and wiser and warmer now.

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Driving back north from Frankfort I traveled through more farms and steeper hills.  When I saw this movie drive-in I just had to stop for a picture.  If I lived around here I would so go to the movies at the drive-in!  Wouldn’t you?

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One thing I’ve figured out; it’s really hard to photograph orchards when you’re on the same level as the trees.  No matter what you do you can’t express in photos the endless symmetry of the rows and rows of  trees.  But I can try!

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It was a wonderful 6 hour round trip.  The cat was very happy to see me when I got back to the house.  I think she thought her second Mama had abandoned her!  Silly girl, I was just out on an adventure!

Now I’m sitting with her in my lap, windows open so we can listen to the waves on the beach and thinking about working on a painting I started last night.  Bliss.

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Traverse City renewal

Northport March April 2010 973 In Traverse City the old state psychiatric hospital is being converted to upscale offices, chic stores, yuppie restaurants and trendy galleries.  I went by yesterday to take a look.  The complex is enormous, building after yellow brick building, three or four stories high, rows and rows of windows.  The parts of it that have been completely updated are beautiful.

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But many of the buildings are still in disrepair, and those buildings haunted me, their windows blank, watching me as I tried to absorb what it might have been like years before.

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Porches allowed patients fresh air but were caged with wire mesh to keep the residents contained.

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Barred windows, many now broken.  The silence that seemed to scream.

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There’s a sadness there that clings even to the freshly renovated buildings.  I don’t think I could live in the condos on the upper floors; even with sunshine pouring down I felt as though I was trespassing on fragile souls.  But it’s a good use of property and will be beautiful when it’s finished…

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…though I wouldn’t be surprised if there are a few ghosts floating around.  So many lost souls, so many lost stories.

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Our adventure

My husband has been up north with me this week.  We took a bit of a side trip even further north, into the Upper Peninsula.  For those of you that live far away and wonder what an Upper Peninsula is, check out a map of Michigan, we have two parts!  The lower which is shaped like a mitten, and the upper which is connected to the lower by the 5 mile long Mackinaw Bridge.

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I haven’t been in the UP in many years, and it felt a bit like going home to cross that bridge again.  Originally we weren’t sure exactly where we were headed, and I suggested we just get in the car and see where we ended up.  You know, an adventure!  We ended up heading to Tahquamemon Falls, a series of waterfalls known for their root beer colored water.  The redness in the water is caused by tannins leached from cedar swamps through which the river flows.  The state park wasn’t officially open, but we parked where we could and hiked in to see the river.  There are lower falls…

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..which flow around an island, usually reached by park owned rowboats.  This time of year the rowboats were stored, waiting patiently for spring and the tourists to arrive.

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And the more dramatic upper falls…

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We walked up and down hundreds of stairs and enjoyed having the park to ourselves.

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After we finished our exploration of both falls we drove up to Whitefish Point, a place just about as far north as you can go in this part of the UP along the shores of Lake Superior.  It was bitter cold and very windy, and we only stayed on the beach a few minutes.  The waves were rolling in and it was beautiful.  I’ll be back some summer when the weather is a bit more tolerable!

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We had a really nice time and proved to ourselves once again that we’re not too old to enjoy a good adventure!

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Still

Northport March April 2010 344 I went for an inland walk today, away from the mesmerizing lake into the sunlit woods looking for a bit of stillness.  And of course photo opportunities.  There were signs of spring everywhere, even way up here.  I was surprised to realize the pussy willows are blooming already.  The sun was shining, there was a light breeze.  It was good to be outside after the past couple of cold windy days.

There was a  faint smell of wood smoke hanging in the air which took me back to another life in another place where people heat with wood and life was simple.  Funny how you look back at times in your life with nostalgia, refusing to remember the whole picture, like the 6 foot snowdrifts and the often lonely isolation.  You remember instead the beauty of Lake Superior, the rolling mountains, the moose glimpsed from the highway.

Northport March April 2010 377 So today I notice the robin eating last years wild grapes high in a tree, the way sun glints off of white birch, the fat chickadee swooping past.

There’s a land preserve down the road and I ventured in to see what was there.  When I was a kid we used to play in the woods all the time, and this felt a bit like home to me.  I found lots of signs of the impending spring, there was green everywhere. Northport March April 2010 345

I sat on a log, trying to be quiet – trying to find the stillness inside of me.  The log was cold.  And bumpy.  I put my gloves under me for padding and tried again to find the stillness inside.  It’s been a long time since I’ve been in the woods and quiet on my own.   It took a bit of time to settle in.  Such quiet.  I thought that I could still hear the lake which made no sense as it was quiet this morning.  Then I realized I was hearing the bit of breeze blowing through millions of tree tops.  It quietly rustled the dry leaves on the forest floor, and occasionally rattled last year’s dogwood leaves still on their branches.  A squirrel chattered for a moment somewhere. Far away a bird drummed.  Nearby a  bluejay screamed.  Then relative silence. Northport March April 2010 360

Yet I couldn’t get my mind to settle down, to empty.  Everywhere I saw photographs, shapes and color, texture and light.  So tempting to get up and tramp around making noise, interrupting the natural way of things.

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So I sat.  “This is what the forest sounds like when I’m not here,” I thought.  How interesting.  How wonderful.  How peaceful.  And so I sat some more.  Finally my mind emptied and I just enjoyed.   And then I wandered back.

And on the way I wondered about the young man whose parents fought to keep this land preserved in his name.  He must have been pretty special.

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