Today was day one; the first official day of the Truck Safety Coalition’s Sorrow to Strength Conference, held this year in Alexandria Virginia, across the Potomac River from Washington DC.
Alexandria is beautiful. Yesterday evening my husband and I walked a few blocks of the historic shopping district, me trying not to trip as my bifocal glasses distorted the already bumpy brick paved sidewalks.
I watched the families, decked out in shorts and flip flops eating ice cream and laughing. I wished we were here on a vacation.
Instead I spent a sleepless night going over my opening remarks, worrying about people’s arrival times, how to coordinate lunch, whether or not this person was going to get along with that person. Turns out I worried needlessly, as is often the case with me. Still, I can’t seem to help it.
Day one went really well, if you can call listening to story after story of horrific truck crashes, death and injury while wiping tears from our eyes going well. This year we have at least four new families, most of their losses are within the past 18 months. It was hard for them, extraordinarily hard, to stand up and tell us about the crash, and then later in the day tell us something special that they miss about their lost loved one, or about the loss in their own life if they were a survivor.
It takes courage for families to show up at a conference like this, let alone speak aloud of unspeakable tragedy.
But I know that once they get that story out there, shared among other families who have suffered similar pain, they will begin to feel a tiny bit better. There’s no greater group of people to share their tragedy with than the families here. And tomorrow will be a bit easier as we’re focused less on our loss and more on getting change done. We’ll be learning about talking to politicians and media and agencies.
We’ll be gathering our strength for the fight.
During one of our sessions today a long time volunteer told the new families not to worry about understanding everything. “We’ve got your back,” she said. And she’s right. We’ve got these new families in our hearts and in our memories and even after we head home next week they will still be with us. We’ve got their backs and always will, And in two years when they come back to the conference, they’ll be in a position to help the next wave of new families.
Because there will be new families here at the next conference, and our hearts will break all over again to see their fresh and raw grief. But we’ll have their backs and the backs of the families after that and the ones that come after that.
We have to make at least some of this stop.
As one volunteer said today, speaking to us all, “Make your voice heard. Make sure they hear you in your meetings. Show your emotion, let them see your grief. They owe you that much. Make them hear.” We’ll be on the Hill Monday through Wednesday. I hope you can hear our voices all the way out where you all live. We’re going to be making a mighty sound.
And there are going to be tears.
Shared by another Truck Safety Volunteer on Facebook tonight:
“Tears are how our heart speaks when our lips can not describe how much we’ve been hurt.”
I felt you with me all day long Dad.
April 30, 2017 at 9:25 am
Such strength you must bring to the families who have recently lost loved ones.
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April 30, 2017 at 9:49 am
I fear your voices need to be heard now more than ever….. thank you for your hard work
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April 30, 2017 at 5:25 pm
Thank you for all that you and the other families do to try to bring safety out of tragedy. Will be keeping you all in my thoughts this week in hopes that your tears move those who need to be moved, and that they hear your roar.
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May 1, 2017 at 8:11 am
Dawn, sending hugs and thanks… you already have so much courage. I know you are making a difference!
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May 1, 2017 at 12:18 pm
Your willingness to pursue this so determinedly always amazes me. I hope that eventually all the changes that you want will come to pass.
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May 1, 2017 at 4:40 pm
Your dad must be SO PROUD of you, Dawn! It’s a pity though that you have to do this at all. In a perfect world, there wouldn’t be any need for tears. Hang in there!
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