Change Is Hard

…but change is certain.


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Life is an 8 a.m. class

Many years ago, like many college kids,  I tried to avoid scheduling any classes at 8 in the morning.  Because it was just too hard to drag myself out of bed that early.  But when I graduated and went to work I found out that Life IS AN EIGHT O’CLOCK CLASS!  Rather than maybe having an early class a couple days a week, work meant an early start  EVERY SINGLE DAY!  That was a shock.

Over the years I got used to the early day of work, day in, day out, year in, year out.  Then I did the unimaginable and quit.  Really.  Just quit.  I went back to school where sometimes I had an early morning, sometimes a late night, but never consistency.  And I liked the variation in my days.  After graduation I found part-time work in a library and had some early days, some late nights and again I enjoyed the variation.

But the world changed when our economy went haywire  and library jobs were impossible to find.  So I’m back at the bank and getting used to waking up in the dark and driving through rush hour traffic to sit in a cubicle for the entire day.  Then it’s rush hour traffic home.  Life is once again an 8 a.m. class.

It’s exhausting and sometimes overwhelming.  But I’m working on getting settled in the groove.  The last four years have been, in effect, a very long, very wonderful vacation.  Which is more than most people get.

So I’m appreciative; even as I yawn while driving toward the rising sun each morning.


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Challenge #6 – It's Rally Time!

Today Katie and I got up extra early and traveled all of about two miles to the county fairgrounds where we got our second leg of Rally Novice!  Katie knew something was up because I was moving around collecting things and making trips to the car, and the sun wasn’t even up yet!  To her this can only mean one thing…the dreaded GROOMER!  So she went and hid in the bedroom.

Finally I had everything in the car except my dog, so I called her out of the bedroom.  Poor little girl; she shook in my arms all the way out to her crate in the back of the car.  But as soon as we arrived (approximately 5 minutes later) and she was out of the car she was fine.

See Mom?  I’m not scared!

We walked around outside for a bit, then ventured inside.  It was sort of scary in there, a big noisy room with lots of echos.  But she ate treats right from the start, so maybe I don’t have to get everywhere a whole hour early just to get her over that initial fear.  Maybe she’s been in big scary rooms with lots of other dogs enough times that we can just arrive like other people, set up and go!  Maybe.

I’m not scared in here either Mom.  Much anyway.

So…we waited through all the Excellent dogs and all the Advanced Dogs…and then we were on!  Luckily one of Katie’s favorite teachers was there with a camera, and one of Katie’s favorite shepherd owners took some video of us!  And extra luckily, Katie’s Dad figured out how to get the video to show up here on this blog!

Katie did very well.  I, however, needed to remember to take the empty poop bag out of my back pocket!  And to move a bit faster because Katie pays attention better when she’s moving along.

But I’d proud of her anyway.  We got 2nd place with a score of 96 out of a class of 6 dogs!  This judge didn’t give out any 100’s the whole morning.  The winner of our class had a 99.

I think Katie deserves the nap she’s taking right now.  But it’s an awfully pretty day, so perhaps the park later this afternoon will be a good reward for a good dog.

Ya think?


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Melon memories

I bought a melon with my Mom yesterday.  Not literally you understand, as she’s been gone six years now.  But she was right there.

Mom told me years ago when I was a teenager that you could tell a ripe honeydew melon by feeling the rind.  The ripe melons have a softer, more velvety feel, rather than the slicker skin of an immature melon.

I’ve never tried to buy a honeydew before, but somehow when I saw that stack of melons displayed at the store yesterday I reached out to touch.  And I found one, just one, that had that velvety texture.

I smiled, along with Mom, as we rearranged the display to take home that one melon, way at the bottom of the pile, that we both knew would be just perfect.

Moms.  Always there.  Always right.


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Just a few more…

Here are just a few more photos from the Meijer Gardens…starting with the conservatory, which is a giant glass structure holding a tropical garden as well as desert plants and a small room full of carnivorous plants.

The art glass was mingling among the tropical plants.

…sometimes hidden and sometimes displayed more obviously.

Sometimes the art glass was the plant…

…and sometimes it just enhanced the plants.

Outside we were treated to larger pieces…

…but the glass never competed with the sculptures that live at the garden permanently.

This is me when I was in grad school…

…and this will be me, balancing life, when I go back to underwriting next week!

We enjoyed some quiet time along a boardwalk edging around a lake filled with blue mini-icebergs.

…and a walk in a tiny garden at the front of the park that introduced us to the art glass in a more dramatic fashion.

For whatever reason I found this sculpture intriguing.

I liked all the textures…

…it had so much character, almost ominous…but somewhat reassuring in it’s solidness as well.

I have no idea what it meant, any more than I did this one, which is supposed to be two disparate lines…

…nor these sculptures, people sitting made out of letters of the alphabet, though I couldn’t find any actual words in the one I studied.

Maybe it’s not my job to understand the art.  Maybe it’s just my job to enjoy it.

I hope so, because I’m really good at enjoying it.

Hope you enjoyed it too!


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20 years – it's a walk in the park

My husband and I have been married twenty years and we celebrated our anniversary by visiting the Meijer Gardens near Grand Rapids Michigan.  The gardens have a huge conservatory with tropical plants, and acres and acres of gardens outside that are beautifully planted and showcase giant sculpture.

The gardens are wonderful, the sculpture interesting, sometimes even funny…and right now there is a special installation of giant art glass interspersed among the waterfalls, flowers, grasses, hills, woods and sculptures.

There were so many wonderful, colorful, playful and striking things to see; I have so many pictures to show you, but I guess I’ll try to limit myself here.

It’s going to be difficult to choose…

…because there were just so many amazing things to see.

I wish you could all have been there…

…to see the glass balls bobbing in the water and nestled among the rocks in the waterfalls…

…and the tall rushes in the woods…

…and tucked in among the real rushes near the wetlands.

So much to share with you.  Maybe I’ll put a few more pictures up tomorrow.

Meanwhile, did you see the big hawk sitting on top of the huge horse sculpture?


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Knee strategy

I’m going into my fourth week of knee issues now.   It seems to be getting better as I rest it, ice it, compress it, elevate it.  You know…the mantra of any sporting person….RICE.  I called my doctor’s office last Friday to see if I could get an appointment this week.  Turns out he’s busy all week, and all they could offer me was to have me call at 8:30 this morning and see if I could get in.  I couldn’t even get past the busy signal.

Meanwhile this morning the knee feels almost 100%.  I even took Katie out for a bit of a walk around the neighborhood to see if I could get it to hurt again.  Nada.  So I went back online to see what I could figure out.  Perhaps I have tendinitis, an overuse injury that just takes time and care to heal.  That makes sense as I can’t pin my knee pain to a specific event, as people with tears in their MCL or meniscus usually can.  If it really is just tendinitis I’m already doing everything there is to do to make it better.  And it is getting better.

So, though I haven’t reached my doctor yet I’m feeling a bit better about the prospects of being able to walk around a grocery store without ending up with ice on the knee.  Maybe someday I’ll even be able to take a walk that is longer than six blocks.  If I’m careful.

I’m registered to do a half marathon in October.  I guess that isn’t going to happen as I’m unable to train, and should already be up to running 10 miles or so.  I can’t even walk one at the moment.

Maybe I’ll just go and cheer everyone else on.

Sigh.


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Knee therapy – not!

Katie was an extra specially wound up Sheltie-girl yesterday.  And if you’ve ever lived with a Sheltie — well — you know that they’re pretty much wound up enough on a normal day.  So even though I knew that I couldn’t walk around on the uneven ground of the park she had me at my wits end by late in the afternoon when I asked her if she wanted to go for a ride.

OF COURSE MOM!  A RIDE?  RIGHT NOW?  REALLY!?!?!?  YES!!!!!  LET’S GO!!!  WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR?  COME ON MOM!

So we went into the neighboring village, a small quaint town with expensive homes and a tiny downtown.  Also a very busy town, lots of cars and motorcycles and people and other dogs and stuff.

We parked at the main intersection and sat there awhile getting used to all the weekend traffic.

She did pretty well, but the flat ears belay the fear.

So we moved a bit away from the corner to sit on a park wall.

That was a lot better.  For a moment.

Then we walked through the two blocks of town.  Katie got to check out the old bank and see if she had any money deposited there.  She did not.

Getting away from town was more enjoyable, we walked by old houses…

…and smelled lots of food being grilled in the back yards.

At one point she stopped on the sidewalk as if to say…”carry me Mom!”  Sorry baby, you’re going to have to walk yourself.  Mom’s knees are done!

We had a lot of fun, met some resident pups, smelled some good stuff and got a little less scared of new places.  All good things.   Except for the knee which is now elevated and being iced.  Again.

Hey Mom! Wanna PLAY?


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Training Challenge #5

Since I’ve been sitting most of the week with my leg elevated and iced Katie and I haven’t done much work on anything.  You can tell.  She wants to GO TO THE PARK RIGHT NOW MOM!!!  But I can’t walk that much, and certainly not on the uneven ground at the park.

So we went to a pet supply store and worked on keeping her attention on me rather than all the good sniffing spots.  She’s a bit of a vacuum cleaner and I’m worried about our next Rally trial, which is a week from today!  (OH NOOOO!)

I did a bit of Rally stuff; heeling, sitting, turning, lying down.  It went OK.  Pretty good I guess given all the distractions.  It all seems to depend on what the treats are.  If they’re tasty and special enough a typhoon could go by and she’d continue to stare at me.  If it’s just her regular kibble….well….lots of stuff is more important and more interesting than her regular kibble or her Mom.

Next Sunday is our Rally trial.  I guess that will be our Training Challenge #6!