Change Is Hard

…but change is certain.


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Camping memories

Way back in August, before the US Labor Day holiday when campgrounds across our country are filled to capacity, I met my sister at a Georgia State Park to camp for four nights. It took me two days to drive there from my home in Michigan and along the way there were, of course, barns.

I had two beautiful days to drive.

It was a last minute decision where to camp when we realized we didn’t have time to drive all the way to South Dakota like we had planned. For her, driving two days to my house and then two days to SD just didn’t work.

We are determined to do a better job of planning next summer.

The main view from Cloudland Canyon State Park.

Anyway, she found this state park in northern Georgia, right at the Tennessee state line. In fact we weren’t far from Chattanooga. But you wouldn’t know it when you were in Cloudland Canyon State Park.

We had a great campsite, big enough for two tents, with a whole other space housing the firepit. We had a fire almost every night, toasting the obligitory marshmellow and enjoying the warmth as the evenings were just a little cool.

Home away from home.

This park sits on the top of Stone Mountain, a high ridge, part of the Appalachian Mountains, with a wide valley that overlooked part of Tennessee. And there were plenty of hiking trails with overlooks.

People way over there on a trail looking at us way over here.

The ranger at the park store where we checked in told us to do the yellow trail. It was a four mile loop that, he said, we could pick up right from our campsite. He said it had the best views of any of the trails and we’d see the two waterfalls that everyone comes to visit when they’re in the park.

Going for a little walk in the woods.

Well. The first evening, though both of us had driven all day, we headed right out on the yellow trail. We figured we’d see at least one of the waterfalls and have a nice walk.

Following the yellow trail.

Turns out the trail was full of tree roots and we never saw any part of a river though sometimes we could hear it. After awhile it was getting dark and we decided to turn around and figure it out tomorrow.

We’ll try again tomorrow.

In the morning we drove to the ‘main overlook’ which was technically closed due to hurricane damage. But we could still see the amazing view, for which the park was named. And at one end of the parking lot was a sign for the falls. So off we went.

So many stairs.

The trail moved down, down, down into the canyon. It wasn’t smooth, there were roots and rocks and holes and some railings that had seen better days.

This rock is holding up the stairs we climbed.

There were lots of stairways, curling around and around and down and further down too. We saw lots of pretty things, and as we finally got down close to the bottom of the canyone we could hear the waterfall.

An interesting place to rest.

The waterfall was beautiful and we stayed there quite a long time. It was well worth the walk down. (And in the back of our mind we were already contemplating the walk back up!)

A beautiful place to sit and contemplate.

Then we walked back along the path to where it joined with another trail to go to the second waterfall. Nothing easy about that walk either!

Sometimes it was a rocky climb.

We met several people along the way down into the canyon and everyone said the same thing: “Nobody told us this trail was this strenous!” We looked at the trail map and on the back was a small paragraph that waid it was a difficult trail. But seriously this was a really difficult trail! We were glad we brought water!

Never ending stairs.

Anyway, down more steps, along more cliffs, and we finally got to a deck overlooking waterfall #2. Also beautiful.

Waterfall #2.

And it had a bench to sit on while we enjoyed the peaceful spot. I even ate half of the now smushed banana I had in my pocket.

So peaceful.

After we sat there for a good long time we faced the fact that the only way to go was up. And so we started.

Beginning the long climb back to the top.

My quad muscles were already sore from all the stairs down. And it turns out my calf muscles were too. Going up was slow, with lots of breaks to examine interesting things in the rock walls.

Getting the shot from the best angle.

Or just to sit on a landing and talk to people going down. Everyone was so encouraging. Some people had their dogs with them. I never would have asked Penny to walk down all those stairs, which were made out of grating. I think they said there were over 600 steps.

Trying to hold up the rock.

Just think how uncomfortable that would be on their feet. And if they decided they weren’t going to go back up, then what? Are you going to carry your dog up 600 steps?

Watch where you put your feet.

There was a couple with a very young girl too, on their way up when we were going down. She was already whining and they were negotiating how far she’d have to climb up before they’d carry her for awhile.

There was so much beauty.

Nope, I would not advise bringing any aged children down into that canyon. No dogs, no kids, there should have been a sign at the top!

Do you see the whale?

Anyway, we slowly climbed back up to the top, resting when we wanted to, stopping for interesting things, even stopping for uninteresting things. Just stopping.

Even split rocks help hold up the wall.

And it turned out it wasn’t as bad as I’d feared, though I was really glad to finish. At the top was a young couple, she clearly very pregnant, just starting down. We showed her pictures of the rock strewn trail, the seemingly endless miles of stairs. She smiled and said she thought she could do it even though she was 7 or 8 months along.

Slow and steady on the way up.

We told her the first waterfall was prettier than the 2nd and if she didn’t go to the second she wouldn’t be missing much. We told her it would be ok to decide to turn around, the trail was beautiful and she’d still have fun.

Looking up makes you a little dizzy.

I bet they went all the way to the first fall, but I hope she turned around there. It was already afternoon and I sure wouldn’t want to do that trail with fading light.

Luckily we didn’t see any falling rocks.

We were glad we did it, but neither of us suggested doing any more trail hiking the next two days!

There were lots of rhododendron, this would be beautiful in the spring.

We did do a little exploring in the surrounding area the next few days but those pictures will have to wait for another post.

Still smiling.


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Turning it around

Yesterday I had a follow-up appointment with a doctor in a town about 30 minutes north of me. An easy appointment, not one to worry about. But the day before I’d had a related appointment with a specialist, at a major university an hour south of me. And that appointment had resulted in a perscription that I wanted to inform my local doctor about.

But, of course I can’t remember the name of the perscription. So I figured I’ll pick it up at the pharmacy before my follow-up appointment. Simple. The pharmacy, located about 10 minutes south of me, opened at 8. My appointment, about 30 minutes north of me was at 10.

Somewhere in between I needed to take a shower.

I arrive at my pharmacy at 8, and wait in line behind a woman picking up multiple perscriptions, all of which seemed to have some kind of issue. And then she wanted to pay for a cart full of other stuff while she was there.

No problem, I had time.

When it’s finally my turn I provide my name and birthday and the clerk tells me there’s nothing for me. I tell her I received a phone call the evening before indicating it was ready for pickup. She looks again. Nope, not here, she says, but it’s at the drugstore in the town north of me.

Uhhuh.

I go home, jump in the shower and then head back out around 9, which turned out to be a good idea because the town north of me is repaving their roads. One lane is open in either directon, but even that is periodically closed as equipment is moving around. So there are multiple places where people with hard hats and stop signs ask us to wait as we manuver past dump trucks and hot new pavement.

It takes a very long time.

But I’m not worried, I left early! When I get to the pharmacy I still have 30 minutes until my appointment on the other side of this town. I wait behind 2 people. When I get to the front of the line the clerk says there’s no perscription for me there.

Unhuh. I explain again. She looks again. Oh yes there is!

With perscription in hand I head to my appointment. I still have 15 minutes. But I don’t want to go back through all that construction so I choose another route, longer, but open. I’ve never gone that way before and I get lost, turned around on country roads, not sure whether the doctor’s office is north or south when I finally emerge back on the main road.

I have a 50/50 chance of guessing correctly, left or right. I go right. I was wrong. I turn around in another construction zone glad there isn’t much traffic, and buzz back north toward my doctor’s office, sighing at every red light.

It’s OK, I tell myself, I still have time.

I arrive 5 minutes before my scheduled appointment, like I planned it that way. I sit in the waiting room concentrating on my breath, trying to calm myself down. The day before, at the appointment in the big university setting, my blood pressure was ‘slightly elevated’ which is not normal for me. I really didn’t want it to show high at this appointment.

Helpfully the receptionist doesn’t check me in for another 15 minutes. When I finally get into my appointment my blood pressure is perfect.

Go figure.

I guess it just goes to show that even if you have a lot of obstacles to drive around you can still get to where you’re going on time, and with enough breath control to have a good outcome. I’m glad I’m done with doctor appointments for a few months.

So that’s my going to the doctor story. I’m almost finished with the photos from my camping trip in northern Georgia…those are coming up next.

Promise.

They’re bound to be more entertaining than going to the doctor.


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Teaser

My sister and I spent four nights camping somewhere not here, but not where we thought we’d be either.

It took me awhile to drive there.

It worked out well, and I have, of course, many photos to share of this place not here.

Together but separate.

But Penny is demanding time with her mom so I’m off to do that. Which, I suppose, warrents a post too.

Mom! I LOST you!

So much to do, so little time.


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Baltimore orioles for a little bit longer

Every summer we are lucky enough to have orioles visit our feeder. They never stay long enough, many adults leave sometime in mid to late August which seems too early.

This lady serves gormet grape jelly!

The juveniles stick around a couple more weeks, eating the jelly as fast as they can.

What do you mean I have to feed myself?

Even though the youngsters are pretty, I always miss the adults.

You’d think the lady would put a roof over our lunch!

But last year and this year, after quite a long break without seeing any adults, I’ve had adult males and on occassion an adult female stop by the feeder in late August!

You shut up! No YOU shut up!

I’m always excited when, long after I think they’re gone, they show up for a few more days.

I need to grab a snack before those two come back!

I guess they’re fueling up for their trip south to Florida, or Central America. That seems like such a long flight I can’t imagine.

I thought I’d check out the finch food. Not as good as jelly.

And it seems even harder to imagine the youngsters being successful at the trip on their own. I wonder if families reunite once everybody is down there or if once they leave they’re leaving their family forever.

You’re not my mom!

I know they’re gearing up to leave me. But I bought a big jar of jelly this week, hoping they’re around long enough to finish it all.

Thanks lady, see you next year!


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Camping objectives

Sometimes I go camping just to have a few days away from everyday responsibilities. Time to nap and read and snack and daydream.

Just one exit up the road from home.

Sometimes I go camping with a specific goal in mind. I’m hoping to get that perfect Milky Way image, or find a new bird to photograph, or see a part of the state I haven’t seen before.

My favorite site at this campground.

Last week, at the last minute, I got to reserve 3 nights in my favorite campsite at the local state park. It’s a spot where Katie and I camped many times. This trip I hoped to introduce Penny to campground noises.

“Did I hear something over there, mom?”

She’d been there for a couple visits last year, but it was all overwhelming to her, and even with her dad and me right there she was pretty nervous about all the people and cars and noisy trucks with trailers driving by.

“Hey! What’s my tent doing out here in the woods, mom?”

This year she’s older and wiser and a little bit calmer. Though she still looked when noisy things including people with their dogs walked by, she didn’t automatically come undone.

“I’ll just stay real close, OK mom?”

She was only visiting me for a few hours each day, and while she was there we took plenty of walks around the campground, letting her sniff the vacant spots…

“I approve of this one, mom.”

…and moving swiftly past those occupied.

“Nothing to see here, just protecting my bikes.”

She even got to walk past a couple of pitbulls and their flustered dad. She was a rockstar.

See them coming around the corner up there? Penny’s tail was already up in alarm and I didn’t notice them until they were much closer. She knew right away. She never barked, she just heeled with me right by them.

We spent about an hour on her second visit inside the tent as evening fell. I think she would have been fine spending the night in the tent if I had insisted. But she was a little restless after an hour and if I’m honest, I wasn’t looking forward to packing up in the morning with her on site.

“I guess this is OK mom. But daddy has air conditioning and a bed. Just sayin.”

It takes me an hour to pack up without the distraction of a curious dog. But next time, if she’s willing I think we’ll spend the night in the tent. Maybe she’ll begin to understand it’s all an adventure and mom’s got her back.

“Umm, excuse me mother, let me be clear. I’m not taking a shower.”

The other reason I jumped at a chance to camp at this site is the opportunity to photograph birds. Every time I’ve been at site 16 there have been birds flitting around. Their images are hard to capture, they’re not like Kensington birds, posing for treats.

A really poor image of a cardinal that swooped in and then out.

These birds are never happy when they stop by and you’re at their site. I sat for hours, still in my chair, camera ready, and didn’t catch a good look at one bird, though I heard redstarts and vireos and wrens all around me.

Mostly I got bird imposters like these brown leaves.

Then this guy bounced out of the underbrush.

A gorgeous brown thrush.

After looking at me he hopped up on a vine with his back to me. In a moment, though, he turned his head to make sure I got the shot, and then he took off.

“Did you get my good side, lady?”

I smiled, at least I got one decent image of a bird!

And then I noticed this little red squirrel looking a bit worse for wear. She skittered around the campsite and then disappeared.

A skinny little red squirrel.

While I’m looking for her, tossing a few blueberries in the direction she ran, a opportunistic chipmunk showed up, very happy with the blueberry offering.

“Hey lady! You got anything to spare?”

Meanwhile Ms. red squirrel, apparently a tired mom, was up in a tree at the edge of the campsite, happily chowing down on a nut.

Nom, nom, nom…

She was happy until she noticed the chipmunk was feasting on blueberries.

A special treat!

That seemed to make her very unhappy. She watched the chipmunk more carefully. I tossed a few more blueberries. She was conflicted.

“Wait! Those blueberries were for ME!”

And then she ran as fast as she could down that tree and back out into the site where she scored a blueberry of her own.

“That chipmunk got one, but he’s not going to get the rest!”

It all made me smile.

Camping generally makes me smile, even when it rains, which it inevitably does at least one day on every camping adventure. At least this time it was overnight. And in the morning the sun rose again.

Another beautiful morning.

Time to get packing and head home. A little fuzzy girl was waiting for me to provide her next adventure. She’s kind of demanding that way. I don’t mind.

Another adventure in the books.

Till next time, site 16. Thanks for the new memories.

Camping art.


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I can explain

Penny here. I interrupt your August to bring you a special announcement. Mom and I NQ’d yesterday.

But I can explain.

You remember last weekend when we went to a ‘fun’ match and I decided in the ring that I wasn’t having fun so I refused to participate?

Mom? Why are we up so early?

Well. The real trial was this weekend. Mom signed us up for both Saturday and Sunday, back when she had high hopes. Possibly when she was wearing those rose colored glasses you have heard about. She went to an eye appointment this past Wednesday and doesn’t have rose colored glasses anymore. If you know what I mean.

My crate is really nice. But I’d rather be sitting on mom’s lap.

So yesterday (Saturday) we got to the venue with a couple hours to spare. Mom wanted me to be fully acclimated to the building and the noise and the other dogs and stuff. No problem mom, none of that stuff bothers me at all!

They were supposed to start my event about 10:50, and we were the third dog in our ‘class, Beginner Novice. Beginner Novice is supposed to be easier stuff than Novice, and the judges just might give you a little more grace if you’re slightly off.

That’s what mom hoped anyway.

Sitting next to my mom, waiting to compete.

So last week at the fun run was a disaster. This week mom and I practiced every day and I did everything perfectly in my training basement, and in my driveway and even on my group walk on Friday night.

My Friday night group walk was in Holly and they have this cool mural on one of their buildings!

So Saturday, while we were waiting mom tried to balance my in crate rest time with some playful, upbeat practice time where we’d heel around the room a little, or go outside and work on my recalls, which I might add, were perfect.

The judge was running long, so it was 12:45 before our event started. And I was the second dog instead of the third because a dog didn’t show up. Mom wasn’t too worried, I seemed relaxed, happy and alert.

Is it time yet mom?

But as soon as we walked into the ring (and mom started heeling me from way back so I was all focused on her when we entered) I started to act different. I refused to sit on my own, and she had to push my behind down and stare at me real hard.

That freaked me out too, and when we set off heeling I stayed a bit behind her just to be safe. Mom was not amused but she just kept walking hoping I was back there somewhere. I did sit when we halted at the end of the heeling pattern. But it took me awhile.

These evening walks have such great light.

I lagged as expected on the figure 8, but I sat each time we halted. Slowly, but I sat. I was getting kind of ticked because so far there had been no cheese offered for all my hard work.

Then I let the nice lady judge do her sit for exam thing. I sit, she pats me on the head. I’m not supposed to move. It was the least I could do, as it was obvious she wanted to pet me. I mean, who doesn’t?

Plus not moving was becoming a thing.

I sat still as a rock in the middle of the room for my long sit while mom walked around the room. Everybody in the area was staring at how beautiful I looked sitting there. I didn’t move at all except to keep my eyes on my mom.

Last week’s Friday night walk was in an enchanted forest!

She was feeling pretty proud of me and obviously she forgot to give me my cheese.

The last thing I had to do was a recall. I love recall. I get to run straight to my mom and I know I look beautiful doing it. It’s one of my favorite things to do. But mom could already tell from the way I walked with her over to the start line that I was getting more and more miffed about the lack of a proper reward.

So she set me up and kissed me on my head and whispered in my ear to please just come to mom, and she walked over to the other side of the ring, turned around and called me.

I’m really more of a couch potato than a fierce competitor.

And I sat. Very still.

Mom knew she could call one more time without disqualifying us and she tried to make it a happier, more excited call, but I didn’t move a hair. The judge even tried to walk in back of me thinking I’d get up and run to mom.

But I didn’t. Nope. Nothing.

Here’s the deal. No treats, no worky. Mom shouldn’t expect me to work for free. I’m holding my skills as hostage until she gives me what I want. And what I want is treats!

So that, ladies and gentlemen, was that. We NQ’d which means we didn’t qualify. And the judge was sad and the crowd was sad, and mom’s friend who is helping to train me was sad.

But mom wasn’t sad. A little disappointed because we were this close, but not sad. Because I had done a lot right that day when I didn’t get freaked by loud noises and other dogs and lots of people going by me real close and stuff. I didn’t get tired of waiting, and I stayed engaged with her right up until we walked in the ring.

I’m happiest at home with my folks. Especially my dad.

Mom says she’s realy happy with all of that. And now she says we’re going to work on tightening up that heel and getting a reliable recall and then, whenever that is, we’re going to try again.

She says she loves me very much and she knows I did the best I could. But she also says I’m going to have to get over the not getting treats thing.

Cause, she says, that starts today.

You wouldn’t withhold cheese from this face, would you?

Uh oh.

Signing off for now, your home loving sheltie girl Penny who will probably ask you to overnight her some treats to a secret post office box very soon.

(PS: I don’t have any pictures of me in the ring, so these images are mostly from my walks this past week and of me hanging out at home. There’s a couple of me waiting with mom at the trial yesterday.)