Change Is Hard

…but change is certain.


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Was going to

Was going to blog about any number of things today.  Had them all lined up.  But I have to tell you a couple of things not related to any of that.

Even though my yard looks like this today, which doesn’t seem all that spring-like…

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1.  I SAW a pair of sandhill cranes flying over Katie’s park when I was driving to Ann Arbor to go to the symphony yesterday evening!  Their flight is so distinctive.  I got to watch them for quite awhile, and I smiled every second of it.

2.  This morning there was a red winged blackbird on my feeder, more proof they are really here.  Now this sort of makes me smile, and sort of makes me not smile.  They are such pigs.  They eat so much food they can eat me out of house and birdseed over a weekend.  But I know they’re hungry, just like all the rest of the birds, so for now I’m opting to smile.  Because they are truly signs that spring is not only on it’s way, it’s already here.

3.  I was just giving Katie a little shoulder massage while looking out the window and I saw a bird in my little redbud tree.  Then it flew to the ground and back up again.  I ran for the camera, but by the time I got back it had moved to the top of a small spruce hidden behind some bare branches of a shrub.  But you can tell it’s a bluebird!!   There were actually two males be bopping around the yard.  I couldn’t get a good photo of either of them, the light was bad, so you’ll have to settle for this one.

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I’m so happy I could sing….and I was…singing along with a clip of Jimmy Fallon’s show, but that’s another blog.

Happy happy dance.

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Spring? Are you sure?

Pretty

Pretty

This is not my garden.  Did you think maybe?  I can only hope.  First of all chipmunks have long since eaten all my crocus bulbs.  And second, my garden still looks like this right now:

Not pretty

Not pretty

This is, instead, a lovely handwritten note sent by a friend through snail mail, to surprise me on the first day of spring.  And it did indeed surprise me.  But more importantly it made me smile.  A lot.  The whole effect, the beautiful flowers and the getting something in the mail, made my day and I want to say thank you.  Thank you very much.  You know who you are.

In our part of the world it doesn’t look much like spring, though we got rain last night instead of more snow, so there is hope.  And a professor friend of mine posted on Facebook yesterday that the sandhill cranes were back.  She lives an hour south of me, so I expected I’d hear them soon.  They have such a distinctive cry you can’t confuse it with anything else.  And do you know what?  This very morning as Katie and I were out front slogging along in the soggy yard looking for the perfect spot there arose from the treetops across the street such a screeching that we both jumped.  The sound bounced off the houses and careened around spruce trees.  I never saw them, but it was evident they were right there!  I laughed out loud and Katie looked at me in question.  Did you hear that girl!?  Did you here THAT!  And what happened next just added proof to the pudding.

A red winged blackbird sang.  And sang again so there was no mistake.  Sometime last night, while we were lying awake listening to the rain on the roof the real spring arrived in my very own neighborhood.

Katie and I took the camera out back to see if we happened to have anything popping up from the ground.  All we found was this:

Faint hope

Faint hope

Do you see?  Let me get closer:

Proof

Proof

It’s not much, but in combination with my birds, well, I can finally let my shoulders fall back from up around my ears where they were shivering.  I can take a deep breath and taste the warm muggy days to come.  I can look out over my snow covered yard and envision the pear tree and redbud blooming.  Someday there will be daffodils after all.  I had so little faith.

Katie says all today means to her is that there is less snow on the deck and more sticks that need breaking up into sheltie sized pieces.  She thinks that’s good enough for now.

Sticks Mama!

Sticks Mama!

I think she’s a smart dog.

I know I am.

I know I am smart.


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Baby it’s COLD outside

I suppose this could be a Wordless Wednesday photo.  But it needs some explanation so words will accompany it, thereby rendering it ineligible for an official Wordless Wednesday post.

As most of you are aware it’s cold here.  Not as cold as ‘up north’ or ‘out west’ but plenty cold.  So we weren’t surprised to see Mr. Cardinal hunkered down in the middle of a privet shrub just outside our breakfast window.  What was surprising was how puffed up he could make himself in order to stay warm.

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And how long he sat there letting me photograph him.  I think he was asleep.  Still, I moved slowly and didn’t get too close to the window.  Luckily my camera with the long lens was sitting right next to me.  Even Katie cooperated and didn’t bark.

He sat there for a long time, and then when we made a bit too much noise he flew off looking for a little peace.  Or some supper.

I’m so lucky to have beautiful birds visiting us regularly.  So I thought I’d share him with you!

Enjoy!

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Mama’s mitten

Me and Mama's mitten

Me and Mama’s mitten

Katie here again.

So maybe my Mama does love me.  We went out to fill the bird feeders this morning and she let me go along.  I got to break up sticks on my deck while she filled the feeders.  It’s an important job.  The stick breaking.

So anyway, then she decided to drag some chairs off the deck to the basement and she let me stay outside.  But after she left with the first one I got sort of anxious and wanted to come in.  So she let me in even though I was dragging my leash and it got stuck in the door and she was trying to get the other chair in at the same time.

And of course when she went outside to fill the birdbaths I wanted to go with her even though I was still dragging my leash and it got stuck in the door on our way out and she almost spilled the water all over herself.  (Mama is sort of clumsy if you ask me.)

And then when she was done with that she wanted me to come in with her because it’s like 12 degrees outside (that’s -11.11 C!!) and I hadn’t finished with my job breaking up all the sticks so I wouldn’t come and she had to come get me.

She can't get it from me!

She can’t get it from me!

And all this time she didn’t yell at me at all!  And you know what?  When we got inside she tossed me her mitten because she knows how much I love to play chase when I’ve stolen something, like her mitten or her glove or her sock or ….well just about anything I can steal from her.

So we played a rousing round of chase the sheltie-with-the-mitten game.  And she laughed and took off her big coat and her hat and her sweatshirt and her scarf and put them all away.

And then I asked to go outside because I forgot to pee while we were out there.  And Mama just sighed.

Cause she loves me after all.  Yes she does.

Messed my fur up though.

Messed my fur up.


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When is here good enough?

Home

Home

You know I suffer from wanderlust.  I’m a lot like Katie that way; give me a place to go and I’m ready.  If I had my way there would be somewhere new to visit every weekend; errands, housework and the yard responsibilities would melt away.  Some people, particularly someone I’m married to, probably think I’ve already abandoned all household responsibility.  He would be close to correct.

The road calls me constantly and it’s hard when I’m out  not to just keep going.  So I found it refreshing Sunday afternoon to feel content and happy just standing on our deck watching the birds swoop in and out of our freshly filled feeders.

My brave little titmice were first to zoom in, even before I retreated from filling the feeder.

Brave little guys

Brave little guys

The chickadees soon followed…

What you lookin at?

What you lookin at?

…and the goldfinches, now a subdued green were happy with the full thistle feeder.

Greedy goldfinches.

Greedy goldfinches.

And as soon as I was inside a whole gang of cardinals arrived to party.

Party!

Party!

It’s good to know that I can be content here too.  Even if it’s only for an evening.  I know that the call of the road will be singing loud again soon.

But for a moment it was good to be home.

Supper!

Supper!


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Random summer sounds

Come see my flowers!

Come see my flowers!

It’s the 4th of July, early evening, and Katie and I are sitting on the back deck enjoying the yard.  I’ve just filled the bird feeders and Mr. Cardinal (from the previous post …I’m sure it’s him, he’s just so vibrant and talkative) is chatting at me while selecting the perfect seed from the new pile.  Katie is on the lookout for chipmunks.  Or that squirrel that’s been hanging around.

I spent my day off napping and weeding and sorting community band music to file away .  Tomorrow I go back to work.  Odd.  I keep thinking today is Saturday and that I’ll have tomorrow off.

Lots of things in our garden are pretty this week.  So I thought I’d share a few with you as I sit and listen to the sounds of mid-summer here in  Southeastern Michigan.

I hear the green heron squawking over at the pond.  He’s so illusive I’ve never been able to get a picture.   Most of the time I hear him and then just see the tail end of him fly overhead and back to the woods where he spends the nights.  I think there are a pair of them but I’m not sure.  Last year there were three by the end of the summer.

Sounds from the county fair, set high up on a hill a few miles away drift overhead.  Today is  opening day, and apparently it’s monster truck night.  That’s not nearly as annoying as the big boom firecrackers going off on occasion somewhere nearby.  Katie barks back.  She’s not scared.  She wants to take care of it !  Michigan used to outlaw the private use of these kind of fireworks, but everyone went to Ohio to get them, and our governor felt we needed the revenue.  So now they’re everywhere and the nights are long.  I personally feel someone is going to get hurt and there will be a big hullabaloo and they’ll be outlawed again.  Katie is all for that.  Me too.

Just opening

Just opening

The other annoying sound is the neighbor’s weed whacker.  Really.  It’s a nice night, turn the thing off.  Please.  Oh wait.  He just did.  Happy sigh.  Now I can hear the monster trucks better.  They’re drowning out the bullfrogs that are beginning to sing.  And there’s a red winged blackbird overhead that does not like me sitting here.  He wants to raid the feeder.  I swear, they can empty out a 10 pound feeder in a single day.  I’ve been rationing the oilers.  Some summers I just stop putting those out till the blackbirds leave in the fall.

Ah…the sounds of summer here in Michigan.  The finches are chirping in the trees overhead, discussing whether it’s safe to drop in and visit the feeders while that dog is sitting here.  Or maybe it’s me they don’t like.  The trees are full of them chattering.  I filled the thistle feeder just for them, and they know it too.   I expect some of them will get brave soon and swoop down.  Usually there are so many they form a line waiting their turn.  Sometimes they bully each other on and off the feeder.  Noisy pretty little birds.  Two are splashing in the bird bath now, and chasing each other around.

The chickadee was the first brave bird of those waiting in the trees to go for the seed.  Then the goldfinches and the house finches followed.  Katie stays still and watches.  She’s a good dog.  She supervised some of the weeding today.  She likes to make sure everything is done right.  She has her standards.

Almost finished

Almost finished

The wren is on the bluebird house singing her heart out.  She does this all day.  Maybe it’s the male.  I should learn these things.  They do this every year.  We haven’t had blue birds in our houses in awhile, but the tree swallows and the wrens are fine with that.  I guess I am too.  Oops…the wren has moved to a tree next to the deck.  She’s chattering angrily at us.  Sorry sweetie but I’m staying here.

I did see a bluebird today, early this morning as I was walking Katie by the pond.  He was in the road pecking at something, then he saw us and flew up on a speed limit sign, then onto a mail box, keeping ahead of us.  I told Katie to wait and we just watched him.  He went back down to the road, picked something up and then flew  away.  Pretty.

Pretty garden

Pretty garden

A titmouse arrives at the feeder, making it’s harsh call as it circles around poking it’s head in every opening.  It selects a seed and joyfully flies to a branch overhead, screeching all the way.  It’s not afraid of anything either, not dog or person on the deck watching.  Soon it’s back announcing it’s happiness at fresh seed.  The sound of it’s wings as it flies back and forth is so fun.

They remind me that I haven’t seen my hummingbirds today.  I imagine they’re waiting for things to settle down a bit.  My hummers aren’t that happy with all the activity of the other birds.  I put fresh food out for them this evening too.  They’ll be by in the morning.

Waiting for a butterfly

Waiting for a butterfly

It’s such a lovely evening here.  As light fades the bird noise and traffic to the feeders grows, the tree frogs are beginning to join in the chorus and the wren has moved off and is again singing. Nature is overshadowing the monster trucks’ roar.  I hope you all had a wonderful and safe holiday and that you are settling into evening as peacefully as we are here.

Happy Birthday America.  You don’t look a day over 200.

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