Change Is Hard

…but change is certain.


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Best of times, worst of times

I heard last night that JCPenny is closing stores and laying off 2000 people.  I know they’ve been having problems defining themselves.  I know sales in retail across the board was lower than hoped during the holidays.  And I know the feelings of  fear that is rippling now through JCPenny employees as they wait to see where the ax will fall.

For them it doesn’t feel as though the economy has turned a corner.  For them the future doesn’t look bright.  They can’t see the end of the tunnel.  For them it’s not a news story, not a statistic, not a theoretical unemployment figure.  It’s personal.  It’s like someone is shooting fish in a barrel and they are the fish, scary in its randomness.  Who will survive?  And why?

I speak from experience when I say there is a kind of survivor’s guilt during times like these.  “Downsizing” is a nice word for what actually feels like multiple deaths in a family.  Often sudden, surprising, unexpected.  You are unprepared even though you knew times were slow.  You see closed office doors as if they are casket lids, and you feel sharp, unexpected pangs of loss.  These are family members who are suddenly gone through no fault of their own – for just being in the wrong place at the wrong time.  Every day while downsizing is going on you go to the office as if going to a funeral.

These are the times we are in.  And it isn’t happening to other people, it is happening to all of us.  Some of your friends or neighbors or acquaintances are waking up today without a job they had yesterday.  Families are figuring out what the new normal is and how to make do.

Those left behind are trying to figure out what the new normal is too.  And feeling sad and guilty.  Those left behind are in mourning and I’m not overstating that.  Mass layoffs are tragedies.  People on both sides of the ax will need time to regroup.  Grief comes from unexpected places.

Today I’m headed for the office like usual.  But I’m going to miss  some very nice people, good people, hard working people that won’t be there.

I wish them the absolute best.


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Weekly photo challenge: Window

This week the WordPress photo challenge is something I have always really liked.  It’s window.   As soon as I saw the word I was excited; there are so many options with a word like that.   I think back and realize I’ve shown you lots of different windows in previous blogs.  Here are a few I remember off the top of my head.

There was a blog about Washington DC last spring where I showed you all kinds of windows.

There was a  window in my blog about the family farm.

I used the reflection in a window for a previous photo challenge,intended to represent ‘inside.’

And of course not too long ago I asked you what was outside your window.

So I was a bit stumped about where to go to find a window I’d never shared with you before.  As you know I like nothing better than to go on a little road trip looking for a photo, but the weather here is less than perfect and the roads aren’t perfect either, so I’ll have to settle for something close to home.

There’s a village cafe in the next town over.  Sometimes I drive to work though the town and notice the warm welcoming light shining through it’s front window.  So this morning I drove over to see what might be photographed.  And I ended up with this:

Morning at the cafe.

Morning at the cafe.

You notice the warm light first, but if you look carefully, through the picture window, you might see the waitress in white taking an order, or  a woman in a booth holding her face in her hands.  Perhaps she’s reading the morning paper, or maybe she’s contemplating her coffee.  Windows often allow part of the story to emerge while leaving the rest of it up to our imagination.

Go to the WordPress link above and see what other window entries have been submitted.  I think you’ll find several you like.  I liked this one and this one and this one, last time I looked.  There are many more now.

And look again outside your own window.  I bet the view has changed some since I last asked you about it.


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School got cancelled!

Katie here.  I feel a need to protest.  My Mama goes off every day, all day, leaving me home alone.  Well not really alone cause I’ve got my Dad here, but you know what I mean..she leaves me every day!  And I only have a couple of days when she’s home each week…and Saturday is supposed to be all about me.  ME ME ME ME ME!  I almost always get to go to school unless I’m at doggy camp and I just love going to school.

Now I know this week was tough on my peeps  because Mama’s been coming home from that place she calls work all tired and cranky and late every day.  And Dad’s been shoveling the driveway and making me a path all week and that seems to make him tired and cranky too.  But people!  All that snow is melting!  SEE?

This is my snowdrift.

This is my snowdrift.

Oh.  You think that still looks like a lot of snow?  Well…it’s where Dad piled it all up when he shoveled the driveway.  Most of the snow is more like this.

And this is my yard!

And this is my yard!

Well, I guess you can’t really see, but the snow in the rest of the yard is probably only a foot or so deep.  I don’t know for sure cause my Dad makes a path for me so I don’t have to walk in snow that deep.  Have I mentioned I’m a princess?  Probably a few times, huh?

So anyway…I was all excited and stuff because today is Saturday and I get to go to school!  My Mama cut up my treats and I got to put on my school collar and she put me in my crate in the car and off we went!  I was so happy my tail wouldn’t calm down.  We drove and drove and I heard my Mama making squeaking noises but I didn’t pay her any attention.

After awhile the car stopped and my Mama came back to get me!  I could hardly wait!  SCHOOL!  Then I realized we were in our own garage!  What kind of trick was that!  She picked me up and we went in the house.  Well.  I’m wasn’t going to stand for that!  She was on her stupid phone texting about icy roads so I started whining.  She took my out because she thought I needed to do a job, but instead of heading over to my path I headed right back to the car.  I knew exactly what I wanted to do and it was TO GO TO SCHOOL!  She said “No Baby, I’m so sorry,” and picked me up and rocked me as we stood there in the driveway in the rain.  I was so sad.

So now I’m trying to find something to do.  This is so boring.  I tried helping my Mama as she sorted music for her band, but she told me I have to practice my alphabet some more because I got stuff all mixed up.

Is this music hard Mama?

Is this music hard Mama?

I guess I’ll have to sit on this stupid sofa and give her the stink eye the rest of the day.  But the weather guy says it’s going to be warmer tomorrow and she sure better take me somewhere fun.  Cause I am NOT going to wait five more days until the focus is on me!  No I will not.  I am a princess you know (yes I guess you know) and I expect better!

This is not fair!

This is not fair!

Yes I do.  Humph.

Me and my snow.

Me and my snow.


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Getting through the cold times

Most of you…OK all of you…probably know we got socked with snow and then the “polar vortex” cold this week.  It’s made just about everything difficult.

See the bird resting in the feeder?

See the bird resting in the feeder?

The official amount of snow that fell in the town nearest to us is 15 inches (38.1 cm) but we measured 19 inches (48.2 cm) in our yard.  The majority of it arrived on Sunday which was lucky because we didn’t have to try to get to work while it was falling.

I figured I’d just leave for work extra early Monday morning.  I knew that over a foot of snow would snarl traffic no matter what work the county had done to get roads cleaned up.  The roads in our subdivision hadn’t been touched by anyone other than the residents who used their snow blowers to clean out the road directly in front of our driveways.  And the snow fell all night.  Then the wind began to blow near midnight.

Not selling cars at the dealership.

Not selling cars at the dealership.

Very early Monday Katie and I slogged through the snow in our driveway out to the road to look.  No one had driven on it yet.  I couldn’t tell how deep the snow was…but it looked deep in the dark.  I was apprehensive and decided I needed to drive the truck because it had 4 wheel drive.  Of course it wasn’t in the garage and was covered in snow.  So I started scrapping snow and ice off it…warming it up while planning which route I’d take.  I wanted the route that had fewer hills and curves on my way out to a main road.

About 6:15 in the morning I backed out of the driveway and headed up the road.  I got as far as the next door neighbor’s house and got stuck in a huge drift.  Panicking I managed to back out of the drift, back into the neighbor’s driveway, then turn around and head back home.  I decided I wasn’t going to try that again, and called in to work at 6:30.

Bird bath.

Bird bath.

My husband emerged from the bedroom about 7:15 and asked me if I had tried to go to work.  I told him I did and got stuck and I wasn’t going to work.  He said we should be able to make it out of the sub.  I said no way.  He said let’s try.  So we did.  We went the other way and plowed through smaller drifts, eventually making it out to a main road, then to the freeway.  I arrived at work on time at 8:30…after all that, and before just about anyone else in my department.  Many people couldn’t get in at all.

Tuesday the Polar Vortex arrived.  Husband drove me to work again because it was -17 F  (-27.22 C)and the roads were still bad.  I was wearing many layers, including my running tights under my dress pants to stay warm in the building that is essentially glass.  It was a long day, though more people made it to work.

Tracks of something hungry.

Tracks of something hungry.

When husband picked me up from work that evening we stopped at a restaurant across the street from the office for a quick dinner.  It turned out to be very quick because just after our food was served the power went out.  We ate in the relatively romantic light of overhead emergency lights, and they comped us the meal because their credit card readers didn’t work.  The commute home was long because the wind was making the roads slippery again.

Wednesday morning the temperatures were more reasonable, still negative…but not so terrible.  We actually made it to double digit temperatures in the afternoon…on the positive side!  I drove myself to work, but the roads were still slippery and it took me an hour and a half to get there, and an hour and a half to get home that evening.

The stress of bad commutes and understaffed work days is wearing me out.  And to top it all off we have to work five whole days this week!

By the end of this week we’re supposed to get rain.  That never makes the commute any easier…but I’ll take it over more snow.

The bird seed is stored in here.

The bird seed is stored in here.

Katie says she wants to go to the park and I have to remind her that the snow is deeper than she is tall.   There’s a cartoon on Facebook that says something like “I’m tired of winter, next season please.”

It’s early in the winter, but that’s exactly how I feel.

Layers.

Layers.


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Weekly photo challenge: beginning

This week’s WordPress photo challenge is beginning.

After much thought I realized that many things begin with this…

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…so I boiled up a dozen in celebration of beginnings.

Stop by the link above and check out a few entries.  See what’s your favorite.  Or better yet…show us your interpretation of beginning.

Here are a few of my favorites…and I only clicked on a few random entries.  There are probably lots more if I take some time and explore.  Given we’re sitting under at least a foot of snow I just might do that!


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Snow!

Waiting for summer.

Waiting for summer.

We’re getting a ton of snow; they’ve been warning us about this storm system for days.  Yesterday the local grocery stores ran out of food.  Literally.  Many shelves were so empty the whole thing ended up on the evening news because some people waited for up to an hour just to get through the checkout lanes with what little they could find.

The amount of snow we got...BEFORE the heavy snow started.

The amount of snow we got…BEFORE the heavy snow started.

During the night we got 5 or 6 inches of snow…and that’s the first ‘light’ part of the storm.  Husband and I used the snow blower to clear out the driveway in preparation for perhaps another 8 or 10 inches that is coming this afternoon and tonight.

Pushing through the snow.

Pushing through the snow.

Earlier Katie and I went to play in the backyard.

How deep is this snow Mama?

How deep is this snow Mama?

But the snow is up to her chest and she decided she wasn’t having that much fun.  She bunny hopped her way back to the deck and now she’s napping.  It will be a good afternoon for naps or baking or perhaps doing a bit of laundry.

Only bringing this back ONCE Mama!

Only bringing this back ONCE Mama!

Tomorrow’s commute to work will be interesting.  Might as well enjoy the beauty of it now, there will be lots of time to curse it later.

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Come visit the Detroit Institute of Arts!

Have you ever visited or lived in Detroit?  I know most of you have heard things about the city.  Probably not good things.  Heck our football team can’t even get us good press.  So let me show you something beautiful that resides in the city; a gem of a place that we are lucky to have.

Enjoying the art.

Enjoying the art.

The DIA as we like to call it, is at risk because the city of Detroit is in bankruptcy and everyone is looking for assets to sell in order to pay off debt.  Just this past election counties outside the city voted to increase property taxes so that funds could be sent to support the DIA, but even that is not enough to guaranty it is safe.

Symmetry

Symmetry

Let me show you a few of the treasures we found inside this past Sunday.  When we first arrived we joined a short tour where the docent explained a few of her favorite pieces.  It’s amazing what you can learn in a few moments listening to someone that understands the art.

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Even if you think you don’t like this sort of art it’s worth going to your local art museum and taking a tour.  You might be surprised by what you turn out to like once you know a bit about it.

One of the galleries had several paintings by Picasso.  I was struck by the progression of his work over time.

Melancholy Woman.  1902

Melancholy Woman. 1902

Woman in Arm Chair.  1923

Woman in Arm Chair. 1923

And this one I like a lot, sort of reminded me of my library days.

Girl Reading 1938

Girl Reading 1938

Seated Woman.  1960

Seated Woman. 1960

There were 4 or 5 of his pieces hanging together.  You could see them becoming more and more abstract.  I never knew I liked Picasso until I saw his work all lined up.

Sunday my favorite painting in the museum was this one:

Wedding Dance.  1566

The Wedding Dance by Pieter Bruegel approximately 1566

There was something about the joy, the distribution of color, the movement.  Can you find the bride?  We couldn’t.  Turns out the bride is the only woman there without a headdress.  And she’s wearing black, which was the custom back then.  Do you see her now?  She’s in the middle left, about 1/3 way up.  See?  You learn something new all the time!

The DIA has lots of classical art but lots of modern art too.  Some of it was interesting, some of it was strange.  Some made you think…

Play ball!

Play ball!

…some made you think “why is this art?”

Ummmm...

Ummmm…

But the other big thing we have at the DIA are huge famous frescoes depicting the auto industry done by Diego Rivera.

Over the top amazing.

Over the top amazing.

The art is beautiful; the two main panels show laborers working in the auto industry.  Other panels show advancement in sciences and medicine.

Working on the line.

Working on the line.

I enjoyed watching the people as they walked into the huge room and began to notice the detail, the stories that were being told, the history, the beauty of the place.

Look up there!

Look up there!

This museum is less than an hour from my house.  I’ve only been once before, and then only to see a special show.  I’ve never wandered around, never stretched myself to stand in front of something I didn’t understand and ponder, never checked the back of corner rooms or explored around the next corner before.

I’m glad we went.  Granted we went in part because there is a possibility that all or most of it will be gone, sold to raise funds for the strapped city.  We might have procrastinated for more years if not for the fiscal crisis.  Still, it opened my eyes to what is there.  I know we will go back.

Sculpture and landscape.

Sculpture and landscape.

Look around your community.  What has always been there that you take for granted?  What have you not visited lately?  Or at all?  Maybe you aren’t sure you like whatever is stored inside.  As a kid sometimes we’d say we didn’t like something.  My dad would always respond – “How do you know if you haven’t tried it?”  And that’s what I’m saying to you.  How do you know you don’t like classical art…or modern art…or sculpture…or the symphony?  How do you know if you haven’t tried it?

This new year make a decision to stretch outside your normal box.  Visit some treasure in your community.  See what’s there.  See what you like.

I bet you’ll be surprised.

See what's out there.

See what’s out there.


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Weekly photo challenge: Joy

The WordPress photo challenge this week is  Joy.  I’ve thought about this; looked around, searched for that one image that expressed joy around here.  In the end it was obvious.

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Hey there Katie girl.  You express joy every day.  Thanks for being you!

Stop by the link above and check out a few other expressions of joy.  Here and here and here are a few of my favorites.  And of course stop by Robin’s blog where she shares beautiful images of joy in her part of the world.

Enjoy.  And look around…what do you see that is joyful?