Change Is Hard

…but change is certain.


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Mulching…the musical.

The FIRST truck load.

The FIRST truck load.

I can tell you with authority that it takes 13 pitchforks of mulch to fill a wheelbarrow and 18 pitchforks to fill my Tevye from Fiddler on the Roof’s  inspired weed cart.

But on Saturday afternoon into evening as I was trudging from the mulch pile in the driveway to the garden at the opposite end of the house I wasn’t singing “If I Were a Rich Man” though I suppose that would have been appropriate.  If I were rich I’d hire someone else to do this!

make sure we get it ALL!

Make sure we get it ALL!

Instead I was channeling Jean Valjean from Les Mis.  You know the opening scene where all the prisoners are pulling on ropes and singing “Look down, look down, don’t look ’em in the eye.  Look down, look down, you’re here until you die.”  Well, that was going through my head.  It was about the right tempo and I was feeling some of their pain and I hauled wheelbarrow after wheelbarrow around the house.

Little cart worked hard.

Little cart worked hard.

We finished moving this latest 10 yards tonight after spending most of this hot afternoon avoiding the project.  The good part about stalling was that, though it was still hot when we began, part of the garden was in the shade!

Summer garden.

Summer garden.

Sure…I was still hauling mulch around the house…but the end was in sight., so there was less depressing singing in my head.  And it sure looks good when it’s done.

Don’t you agree?

Makes me smile.

Makes me smile.


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Random summer sounds

Come see my flowers!

Come see my flowers!

It’s the 4th of July, early evening, and Katie and I are sitting on the back deck enjoying the yard.  I’ve just filled the bird feeders and Mr. Cardinal (from the previous post …I’m sure it’s him, he’s just so vibrant and talkative) is chatting at me while selecting the perfect seed from the new pile.  Katie is on the lookout for chipmunks.  Or that squirrel that’s been hanging around.

I spent my day off napping and weeding and sorting community band music to file away .  Tomorrow I go back to work.  Odd.  I keep thinking today is Saturday and that I’ll have tomorrow off.

Lots of things in our garden are pretty this week.  So I thought I’d share a few with you as I sit and listen to the sounds of mid-summer here in  Southeastern Michigan.

I hear the green heron squawking over at the pond.  He’s so illusive I’ve never been able to get a picture.   Most of the time I hear him and then just see the tail end of him fly overhead and back to the woods where he spends the nights.  I think there are a pair of them but I’m not sure.  Last year there were three by the end of the summer.

Sounds from the county fair, set high up on a hill a few miles away drift overhead.  Today is  opening day, and apparently it’s monster truck night.  That’s not nearly as annoying as the big boom firecrackers going off on occasion somewhere nearby.  Katie barks back.  She’s not scared.  She wants to take care of it !  Michigan used to outlaw the private use of these kind of fireworks, but everyone went to Ohio to get them, and our governor felt we needed the revenue.  So now they’re everywhere and the nights are long.  I personally feel someone is going to get hurt and there will be a big hullabaloo and they’ll be outlawed again.  Katie is all for that.  Me too.

Just opening

Just opening

The other annoying sound is the neighbor’s weed whacker.  Really.  It’s a nice night, turn the thing off.  Please.  Oh wait.  He just did.  Happy sigh.  Now I can hear the monster trucks better.  They’re drowning out the bullfrogs that are beginning to sing.  And there’s a red winged blackbird overhead that does not like me sitting here.  He wants to raid the feeder.  I swear, they can empty out a 10 pound feeder in a single day.  I’ve been rationing the oilers.  Some summers I just stop putting those out till the blackbirds leave in the fall.

Ah…the sounds of summer here in Michigan.  The finches are chirping in the trees overhead, discussing whether it’s safe to drop in and visit the feeders while that dog is sitting here.  Or maybe it’s me they don’t like.  The trees are full of them chattering.  I filled the thistle feeder just for them, and they know it too.   I expect some of them will get brave soon and swoop down.  Usually there are so many they form a line waiting their turn.  Sometimes they bully each other on and off the feeder.  Noisy pretty little birds.  Two are splashing in the bird bath now, and chasing each other around.

The chickadee was the first brave bird of those waiting in the trees to go for the seed.  Then the goldfinches and the house finches followed.  Katie stays still and watches.  She’s a good dog.  She supervised some of the weeding today.  She likes to make sure everything is done right.  She has her standards.

Almost finished

Almost finished

The wren is on the bluebird house singing her heart out.  She does this all day.  Maybe it’s the male.  I should learn these things.  They do this every year.  We haven’t had blue birds in our houses in awhile, but the tree swallows and the wrens are fine with that.  I guess I am too.  Oops…the wren has moved to a tree next to the deck.  She’s chattering angrily at us.  Sorry sweetie but I’m staying here.

I did see a bluebird today, early this morning as I was walking Katie by the pond.  He was in the road pecking at something, then he saw us and flew up on a speed limit sign, then onto a mail box, keeping ahead of us.  I told Katie to wait and we just watched him.  He went back down to the road, picked something up and then flew  away.  Pretty.

Pretty garden

Pretty garden

A titmouse arrives at the feeder, making it’s harsh call as it circles around poking it’s head in every opening.  It selects a seed and joyfully flies to a branch overhead, screeching all the way.  It’s not afraid of anything either, not dog or person on the deck watching.  Soon it’s back announcing it’s happiness at fresh seed.  The sound of it’s wings as it flies back and forth is so fun.

They remind me that I haven’t seen my hummingbirds today.  I imagine they’re waiting for things to settle down a bit.  My hummers aren’t that happy with all the activity of the other birds.  I put fresh food out for them this evening too.  They’ll be by in the morning.

Waiting for a butterfly

Waiting for a butterfly

It’s such a lovely evening here.  As light fades the bird noise and traffic to the feeders grows, the tree frogs are beginning to join in the chorus and the wren has moved off and is again singing. Nature is overshadowing the monster trucks’ roar.  I hope you all had a wonderful and safe holiday and that you are settling into evening as peacefully as we are here.

Happy Birthday America.  You don’t look a day over 200.

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A visitor is coming!

My sister is coming to visit us!

She's certainly visited since this was taken!

She’s certainly visited since this was taken!

She hasn’t been here in many years.  Katie was just a youngster during her last visit.

Katie and her Aunt long ago.

Katie and her Aunt long ago.

Katie is waiting impatiently.

I find my self doing something my mother used to do when she was preparing for a visit from us northerners.  I always seemed to arrive just after the azaleas were in full bloom.  Or after the dogwood or wisteria was finished for the season.  She always told me how beautiful they were and I tried to imagine it.

Today as I was weeding I wondered if our Koosa dogwood would still be in bloom when she arrives.

Prettiest this tree has ever been.

Prettiest this tree has ever been.

Will the clematis still be as spectacular?

Pretty in purple

Pretty in purple

Maybe the poppies will be opening.

Getting ready to burst!

Getting ready to burst!

Hopefully the begonias will still be beautifully orange.  She says orange reminds her of Mom who had an orange front door and when we were kids an orange kitchen sink.   I hadn’t thought of that when I picked them out for our front entry.  But I think of Mom frequently as I come and go now.

Remembrance orange

Remembrance orange

Katie says I should stop worrying about what will be blooming.  She says whatever is blooming we’ll all have a great time together.  Katie has all sorts of plans for things to do with her Aunt.  She can’t wait.

I'm waiting.....

I’m waiting…..

Me either.

Hey Mom

Hey Mom


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It’s Saturday morning…

When Katie and I went to bed last night I told here there was no doggie school or work this morning, so we could sleep in.  No need to get me up by 6, she could relax her guard.  So why was I not surprised at 6:11 this morning to wake up to this:

HI MAMA!

HI MAMA!

I guess eleven more minutes of sleep is better than nothing.  She’s wound up like a clock though, spinning and barking and wanting wanting wanting.

We went outside to explore the garden.  There were freeze warnings last night so I had covered up the plants that are trying to bloom on time this spring.

We put the plants to bed last night!

We put the plants to bed last night!

Yesterday evening before we covered everything up I took a picture of the tree peony just beginning to bloom.  In case it didn’t survive the cold.

Summer begins!

Summer begins!

It survived.  I’m glad, it’s in bloom for such a short time I wanted to enjoy every bit of it.

On our evening walk around the yard I noticed how beautiful the light was making everything.

Last light on the redbud.

Last light on the redbud.

Even the giant oak tree in the neighbor’s yard was beautiful in the evening, bright green leaves against the pure aqua sky.

New leaves shine.

New leaves shine.

But this morning Katie and I will be concentrating not on sits and stays but on moving this:

Compost mulch smells stinky good Mama!

Compost mulch smells stinky good Mama!

Good thing she got me up early.

Hey MAMA!

I’m hungry!


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Rethinking the whole May thing

I take back every nice thing I said about May.  Apparently I should have been weeding our gardens earlier.  Last year we got the perennial bed reorganized and cleaned out…but we ran out of time before we put down mulch.  Turns out we created a perfect spot for a prairie.

Grass overruns the garden

Grass overruns the garden

So I spent most of Saturday and Sunday in this and other flower beds removing weeds and grass.  By hand.  I think I have aggravated carpel tunnel from pulling weeds but this job has no workman’s comp.  My legs feel like I’ve run a very long race and my back is that of a person twice my age.  Oh.  Wait.  I guess you can’t really ever get to be twice my age.  But you know what I mean.

Not perfect.  But better.

Not perfect. But better.

After many hours of hard labor I got most of it cleaned up.  Katie was a big help.  Couldn’t have done it without her.

Dogervising my Mama.

Dogervising my Mama.

Yea.  I’m kidding.

What you talkin' bout Mama?

What you talkin’ bout Mama?


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I heard the red-winged sing

Daffy Daffodils

Daffy Daffodils

The weather guy forecasts more cold days, maybe even some snow for the coming week.  But I’m not discouraged.  We were momentarily in the 50’sF (10 C) on Friday and again today.  We saw a tiny bit of sun.  And repeatedly I’ve heard and seen the sand hill crane screeching across the sky.

But today I heard the red-winged blackbird sing which is proof positive that it is spring regardless of the weather guy’s prediction.  On a quick tour of the yard Katie and I found even more evidence; little bits of green poking their heads cautiously out of the mulch.

Sedum hides beneath the fall leaves.

Sedum hides beneath the fall leaves.

Brave little souls aren’t they.

Poppies poke nervously toward summer.

Poppies poke nervously toward summer.

Katie and I went looking for the snowdrops we know come up behind the house, and there they were!  Fewer this year but still blooming their little hearts out for us.

It's springtime in their hearts.

It’s springtime in their hearts.

And the clincher that it must be spring?

Almost got him!

Almost got him!

Katie chased her season’s first chipmunk up the drainpipe.

Yep, we’ll probably be roasting hotdogs on the grill any day now.

Geranium greets spring.

Geranium greets spring.


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So tired

Have you ever been so tired that you can’t even make it to bed?  So tired your legs and feet ache, your hands tingle and your head seems to be in a fog?

That tired?

That’s where I am right now.  A long day at work followed by a long rehearsal has me sitting here wondering how I can get myself out of the chair and off to bed.  How to make myself go to sleep.

But my mind is running circles around my physical self.  Lots to do at work.  Should probably work late tomorrow night.  But have lots of music to practice too.  And the dog needs to work on heeling before class on Saturday; she can’t do that by herself.    I need to order dahlias for next summer.  I was supposed to do that in January.  Should find the order form.  We have no groceries in the house.  What will we have for dinner tomorrow?  I think I was supposed to call my college roommate last night.  Or tonight.  Can’t remember for sure.  I promised some people at work that I’d develop a self employed training unit by the end of March.  What’s today’s date?  Good I have time.  Our next concert is the end of May.  How many weeks does that give me to practice?  I really want to run another race…but I haven’t run in two (or more…how long HAS it been) years.  I should try to run one day after work this week, see how it goes.  Wonder where my running clothes are.  Haven’t seen my running watch in a long time either.  Guess I don’t really need a watch, it’s not like I’m running fast.  The guestroom needs organizing.  Probably could find my running stuff if I did that.  And I need to look for that photo of my brother and his friend as kids, I promised to send it to them.  It might even be in the guest room closet.  Should get organized.

Yep.  Should get organized.

Or go to bed.

Tired.